⭐ You're Gonna Love Me [Vk]

Ep.20: losing

2k is withing my reach, i'm so grateful to you all for reading this crap! \^_^/

It seemed as more years passed, the more grades they went up in, and the older they got, Taehyung seemed to be making more and more friends and spending less and less time with Jungkook.

Jungkook was now in eighth grade while Taehyung was in fifth grade. Jungkook tried to pursue in making plans with the younger, they both equally tried to do as much as they could on both of their ends, but Taehyung just seemed too busy with the plans his other friends made.

Jungkook had to take the bus again because he and Taehyung go to different school buildings. And with the new school arrangements, no more lunching with Taehyung in the library. He's become to overwhelmed and over stocked with school work and projects so he couldn't play at the playground with Taehyung. Taehyung's family finally decided to go out of town for Christmas, so they never were able to make any snow angels. The ducks seemed to have migrated to a different pond, so the two weren't able to feed them anymore. Jungkook's allergies worsened so he wasn't able to pick flowers with Taehyung. And because Jungkook already had to do a lot of projects and take a couple of art classes of his own, he had definitely become fed up with the idea of drawing for fun.

Nothing had seemed to be the same anymore between the two of them. Everything just kept moving on and it seemed that Taehyung was the only one who was able to adapt to all of the moving. While Jungkook was left alone, alone to wallow in misery all on his own.

The more this happened, the more desperate Jungkook became.

He attempted to make as many plans as he could be able to, in order to hang out with the younger. Jungkook had to study the younger from afar, watch and observe the things Taehyung was interested in or found fun to partake in. He always had a notepad and pen in hand, jotting down all of his observations keenly.

And his plan worked ninety percent of the time. Taehyung always had seemed down to do the things Jungkook would plan for him. They would paint by the lake that once held the ducks that they used to feed. They could play online games like Overwatch, when Taehyung went out for vacations. And they could visit the zoo every other weekend and see a new exhibit everytime they visited.

All activities drained a hell of a lot of energy from Jungkook, but it made him smile and at peace when he saw the younger's box like smile.

The more this happened, the more Jungkook found himself admiring Taehyung.

He found himself loving the features of Taehyung. Jungkook loved the way the younger's hand would cutely cover his mouth when he tilts his head back slightly to laugh. He loved the beautiful box like smile that adorned Taehyung's features when he was happy. Jungkook loved when Taehyung would chew on his food with a tiny pout displayed or the way Taehyung would cutely whine when he was getting teased or things didn't go his way.

Jungkook admired him so much that he was motivated enough to finish the song for Taehyung. Within two weeks, he finished the song and was excited to show and sing it to Taehyung. Upon one of their park painting adventures, Jungkook showed and sung the song to Taehyung, he called it 'Still With You'. To let Taehyung know that whatever happened to them, they were still friends forever and that Taehyung could rely on the older for any and everything. Taehyung loved the song and apologized to Jungkook, saying that he was sorry he didn't help the older finish. Jungkook told him that it was alright and that he only fnished it to make Taehyung smile.

He admired every little flaw, feature, and personality trait the younger seemed to have possessed. Jungkook found himself falling for everything and anything about the younger.

The more this happened, the more clingy Jungkook became over Taehyung.

He always seemed to be attached to the hip of the younger and always wanted to go out and hold onto the younger. He became greedy when it came to hugs from Taehyung. Jungkook would always keep his grasp onto Taehyung and hold on a little tighter and longer when they hugged.