Loving hurts (Discontinued)

Chapter 19

This is a super long chapter so enjoy

Harrys POV

As I and the rest of the lads walk out Liam comes over to me and tugs my shirt from behind. I turn around to meet him.

"Do you know what Simon meant when he said 'Louis, as you have a slightly different contract to the rest of the boys you are to fly over to me tomorrow'?" Liam said to me in a half-whisper situation as we were only 2 metres behind Louis.

I stare at Lou for a few moments adoring his every move. The way the sun primes off his skin and we walk and the way his hair caresses his perfect jawline and that his figure was gorgeous with his slightly curved hips and his...

"Harry, Harry?" Liam says whilst clicking in my face. I get knocked out of the Louis filled trance with Liam getting my attention to answer his question, but all I do is shrug my shoulders and enter the car waiting for us.

As we take our seats in the car, I take a seat next to the window. I put my earphones in and start playing my music when I get a text from Louis.

Louis: Harry I really need to talk to you and this was the only way I thought we could without anyone hearing the conversation.

I look across the car and see Lou looking at me with a tense face. I go back to my phone and answer.

Harry: What is it, Lou?

Lou: Harry you have been going through a lot and it can be really hard to deal with but you can't bottle it up. We love and care for you and me more than most and I want your honest answer. I will sign an NDA if you want me to but please just let me in. I love you so much and I can't bear to see you sad or upset.

What should I say to him? He always seems to know when I'm lying but do I feel like telling the whole truth? Absolutely not. After five minutes I decided on this.

Harry: Loubear I am struggling a bit but I'm making my way through it. I mean you still have your family and everyone you meet loves you so you won't get it fully but just imagine everyone that you have ever looked up to hating you hurting you and wanting nothing to do with you.

I look back to Louis and Louis looks at me before sending a text.

Lou: Hazza, I know about your family stuff and just because your family can't see how amazing you are doesn't mean I can't and I need you to talk to me because I can't lose you haz, I need you!

I read the message and as I get to the end the only thing I see is "I need you?" What does it mean? And what does he mean by " I more than most" I don't understand, does this mean that he feels the same way I feel about him. Wait, why would he feel the same way as I feel he's straight, isn't he?

I get knocked out of my train of thought when Zayn taps my shoulder

"Harry we are here"

I snap my head around to look at Zayn and out the window and see that we are at management. I step out of the car and walk behind the rest of the lads towards the large glass sliding door.

"Hi boys, glad you could make it." Someone from management greeted us as we walked in.

"Hi leeroy," Liam said with a smile on his face as we head into the meeting room to find Simon on the computer screen.

"It's about time. Boys take a seat quickly. I don't have much time and there is a lot to get through. Simon says, indicating for us to take our seats at the table.