bring back memories

chapter one (the accident)

-english isnt my first laguage
-grammatical error
-sunoo and y/n was the character
-trigger warning
-im not sexualizing, this is a story this isnt even happen on real life
-do participates
-bloody warning

Sunoo POV
i was singing happily with my girlfriend, she's always here for me whenever i need her, she's the most precious one for me, my gold, my alcohol, my diamond, and my favorite drug, ewan ko ba nababaliw ako kada nakikita ko syang nakangiti para ba akong naka hithit ng sandamakmak na droga pag nakikita ko sya, nakakalasing pati mga galaw nya, napaka kislap ng kanyang mga mata, para bang diamond kung kumintab, parang ginto ang mga balat, makinis at hindi madalas magasgasan, kum baga napaka perpekto ng babaeng ito, na ultimo pagsasalita parang musika, parang dagat at hangin na humihimig pag kumakanta, kaya nga't di ako mapakali pag may nakikitang umaaligid sakanya parang gusto kong manapak pero nagpipigil lang, ni isang araw nga di ko kayang mawalay sakanya tas may lalapit pa? hays grabe anlakas ng tama ko sakanya,

habang tinititigan ang kanyang naka pikit at ngiting ngiting mga labi, akoy nabigla dahil sa isang iglap sya'y aking napahamak

Jung y/n

nagising ako sa isang puting kwarto puro puti as i said, i slowly stand up when my head hurts "ahhckh!" sigaw ko sa sakit para akong natulog ng sobra dahil gantong ganto kasakit ang ulo ko kada ako'y nasosobrahan ng tulog, it hurts a lot as in! i looked around and found my cousin shaira "where's sunoo?" i asked, my cousin didnt speak when my best friend natalie came "bes your awake already?! omg after days sa wakas naka uwi kana! woi shaira bat hindi mo sinabi!" she said and starts running going on my spot,
"bes my head hurts do care naman, by the way i was asking to ate shy wheres sunoo but she didnt speak, so bes do you know wheres sunoo? is he going there?" i said with my innocent voice "uhm bes do you forget what happened?" she asked back then memories starts came back

[flash back]
i was with sunoo singing happily were from baguio going to batangas to visit my grand mother, the ride was all peaceful so i closed my eyes and smile while singing enjoying the ride, the weather was a little bit sunny and the birds was singing calm we were also treading a grassy road, adding the perfect music, everything was perfect no until we heard a truck running fast while losing brakes, it crushes on us thats why we both loose consciousness

[end of flashback]

i quickly stand up and find where's sunoo but my causin and best friend stopped me and says
"he's resting let's just wait for him y/n he need strength, and he'll just gaid strength if you fight and be strong for him! please y/n we dont loose hope here! we fight together so fight with us y/n! fight for him!" my causin said, i sitted and cries, she's right i must fight for him, i must fight for my love, i was crying when the doctor and our friends came "y/n! youre finally awake! i missed you!" lance said one of my close friend "yeah y/n we missed you!" rail and jail said, i also missed this brothers, by the way rail is older that jail but they were threated like a twin, everything was fine everyone was happy not until i remember sunoo "i wish he's here" i said then they all looked at me with sad eyes, some of them stopped playing bowed like i loose someone, nakakabinging katahimikan ang bumalot sa lahat, mapa nurse at doctor ay natahimik so i speaks "pwede nyo ba akong dalhin sakanya?" malungkot kong saad, tumango naman ang doctor, nangangahulugang ako'y stabled na ata maaari ng maglakad,
"umm y/n are you sure? you sure you really want to see him now? do something bothers you not to come? anything??" they asked trying to change my plan "ofcourse no, theres nothing, i just want to see him thats all" i said with happiness knowing i can see him already

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i nevously knocked to the room that they said sunoo sleeping, i really dont understand why they said sleeping and not resting? i was knocking continuesly when a voice said "come in" with crying voice so i quickly opened the door and found sunoo with oxygens and a blood going to his body, merong banda ang ulo at may mga kung anong nakatusok sa katawan "the doctor said he protected you while the truck is coming," his mother said still crying "the doctor said he had a chance to survive but also have a chance being stroked or having amnesia" she explained and hugs me
"he really loves you, youre so lucky you wakes up already,congratulations y/n you survived wishing my son too" she said with both teary,happy, and agry voice "i wish im the one who suffers.. i'll be the one" i said crying while holding his hand, "im sorry love im really sorry.." i said crying deeply, im in hurt, im really in hurt if only you didnt protects me,

days have passed im still waiting for you to wake im going to go home already while you're still sleeping and resting, i dont want to say you were paralized i dont want to remember the worst things that only happens this month, our relationship was perfect no fighting, i f we fought youre going to low your pride, if i need or want something youre buying it, we've been 5 years already but this month came, we're a perfect couple but this accident came, "im angry at my self! im angry because i forced you to drive for me! i forced you to be with me visiting my my mother! if ever something terrible happens to you im going to hate my self forever, so please love wake up already" i said holding his hand crying
"love im going home now, i'll be back here tommorow, please do wait me.. i love you" i said and when his father came, i leaved the room quitely not knowing what will happen after this day,
"jung y/n! please go to the paying place!" the announcer said, i ran and pay my bills and go to my grandma's house ready

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"lola, im home! i missed you po!" i said with both teary and lovely voice, i was going here with sunoo but im only the one who came "welcome apo! halika upo ka!" saad nito saka ako pinaupo nakita ko naman ang mga kaibigan kong naka upo din sa isang sulok, malamang nandito para kumain at kamustahin ako!
"bat di nyoko sinundo sa hospital?!" i said scolding them, "may pera ka naman e, may paa ka din ano gusto mo kaladkarin ka namin?" rail said, aba gag* "hoy for your information medyo masakit pa paa ko sana naman sinundo moko ng kotse mo diba?" i said sarcastic , this is normal to us, makulit talaga tong si jail hindi katulad ng kuya nya madalas tahimik, speaking off, nakita ko syang nakatingin sakin then when i looked at him bigla na lang syang nag iwas tingin i
siguro may dumi lang ako sa mukha? agad ko namang tinignan yung mukha ko at kinapa ngunit wala namang kahit anong dumi, i saw him giggling, pinagtritripan lang siguro ako

"mga apo kain kayo! nagluto ako ng adobo sinarapan ko iyan para sainyo" my grandma said "nga pala y/n asan yung boyfriend mo? di ba pupunta dito para dalawin ako? sayang naman yung niluto ko, para sakanya talaga dapat ito" she said joking, oo nga pala, she dont know that sunoo was confined in the hospital, i just reasoned that i have works thats why i cant go pa, i dont want her to be attacked by her trauma, my grandfather was died in car accident too thats why for the first time i lied..
"ahh lola madami kasing trabaho yon si sunoo alam mo na sikat, kpop idol madaming taga hanga madaming ginagawa" my causin speaks, knowing i cant explain and lie again, "ah lola cr lang po ako, kanina pa po kase kumukulo yung tyan ko e" paalam ko dahil kanina pa nga ako duming dumi

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i came to hospital again and got shocked of what ive seen. sunoo was awaked already..

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