✿𝙲𝙷𝙰𝙿𝚃𝙴𝚁 𝟹✿

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Before getting into the chapter I just want to say sorry for the slow updates. I'm trying my hardest to update while things are a bit hectic. I hope you enjoy though. :)

*WARNING; THIS CONTAINS SUICIDE WHICH CAN BE A VERY SENSITIVE TOOIC FOR SOME PEOPLE. IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE PLEASE SKIP.*

I open my eyes to a bright room. I turn my head slightly seeing my nightstand. Was it a dream? There's no way.. it felt so real though. After getting myself out of bed and getting dressed, I walk out of my apartment. While walking down the street, my dream of the boy reoccurred. I was thinking about the name he said..The way he said it...The way he looked at me the way he did. I look up and see the main road along with a sidewalk next to it I used to take to get to school. I remember that one day. When the snow was falling.
The way he came up behind me before wiping my back off then placing a jacket over my shoulders. I think of it all as if it was just yesterday.
I tear falls down my cheek as I stop walking reaching the main road. I recall the news that school morning. I remember seeing his lifeless body on the ground.
The tears start pouring down my face even faster as I stare at the spot he laid.

"It's all my fault!" I yell sobbing even harder harshly pushing my knees against the wet ground. "Are you okay?" A few people ask walking up to me. "I should have stopped him..I'm sorry." I mumble under my shaky breath.
I feel an urge inside of me. Something telling me deep down in my gut. I get up, wiping my tears as I take one last look at the stores and people around me. I walk towards the place he got hit stopping before looking both ways of the road. I see a huge truck coming and feel a tear drop once more down my face. As the truck gets closer I jump the into the road the last second.

The truck hits my rib cage harshly then one of the tires run over my leg. Hearing a crunch come from my leg all I can do is think about Mingi and what he said to me before passing that night. "I'll date you someday." I smile thinking of him "I'll make you mine someday,  Y/N! I promise!" I feel my eyes staring to get heavy as I hear his words slowly fade away, leaving me to black out completely.

I love you Song Mingi. I'll see you soon, I promise.

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