Dead Angels for a Prince Ghost

Chapter 5 : We're doomed

==> Be Sollux Captor.

Your feelings were going crazy for no reason. In an instant, it was like a big ball of sadness was coming up your throat, and despite your efforts to shug it down, it was sticking there and you were choking on it. The cumulation of all the bullshit happening recently was having a really bad effect on you. You stood up, deciding to go take a breath outside. You felt like if you stayed there longer you'll start to cry, and you didn't really wanted that now. You shuddered as you started walking, an icy feeling going through your whole body.

"Ugh, tho cold in here..."

You quickly headed out of your hive, soon taken in the suffocating heat of your land. This is when you started wondering why the hell your room was so cold. Though, you didn't had much time to think about it because three small imps noticed you, rushing over immediately. Getting rid of them was rather easy with your psionics, and soon enough they exploded in shiny pieces of grist. You didn't picked them up though. Why for? It's not like you had any goal to reach anymore. So you just starred at them, trying to recall what you were thinking about before an atrocious headache started hammering at your skull. You winced. Fucking psionics.

The voices are messing with your brain again. You try not to pay too much attention though. You don't need your feelings to get even more fucked up now by knowing another of your friends is about to die. Still, you don't understand why the death of Ampora was affecting you this much. You mean, you both weren't that close. From the rare occasions you had to talk with him, you can remember you didn't liked much that guy. In a platonic way, of course. Anyway, your current bad mood might be due to the rest.
It must be.

After a while, you decided to return to your hive. You forgot that you were talking with Karkat earlier, and the shouty troll might be pretty pissed that you left him in the middle of your conversation. You sit back on your desk chair and open the chatlog you left a few minutes ago. Jegus. Karkat literally continued the discussion on his own while you were occupied.

CG: DONT YOU FUCKING DARE

CG: I KNOW YOU HAVE A WEIRD FASCINATION FOR THE NUMBER TWO BUT

CG: PLEASE

CG: DONT YOU DARE DIE TWICE.

CG: IF I HAPPEN TO FIND YOUR SHITTY SELF LAYING DEAD ON THE FLOOR ONCE MORE BECAUSE *YOU* THOUGHT DYING A SECOND TIME WOULD BE FUNNY

CG: I WILL COME RIGHT THE FUCK AWAY WHERE YOU ARE, REVIVE YOU, AND MURDER YOU AGAIN FOR BEING SUCH A LAME FRIEND THAT JUST CAN'T REMAIN ALIVE.

CG: SO KEEP YOUR GOG DAMN DEATH QUOTA TO ONE.

CG: .

CG: HEY, ARE YOU EVEN GIVING A SHIT ABOUT WHAT IM SAYING?

CG: SOLLUX?

CG: OH FUCKING HELL, DONT TELL ME YOU MADE ME WASTE MY TIME EXPLAINING STUFF WHILE YOU WERE DOING SOMETHING ELSE.

CG: PLEASE, SOMEONE GIVE THIS JERK AN MEDAL FOR BEING THE WORST FRIEND EVER.

CG: DYING AND NOW IGNORING HIS WORRIED CHUM.

CG: FUCK YOU ALREADY CAPTOR.

CG: WAIT WHAT ARE YOU DOING?

CG: SOLLUX DONT YOU WALK AWAY ON ME

CG: SOLLUX!

You stop reading from this point and finally answer him. Normally it would have amused you to read through it all, but for the moment, you still don't feel very well.

TA: hey karkat.

TA: 2orry theiir ii2 2o much 2hiit goiing on that ii completely forgot about you.

CG: YOURE KIDDING ME RIGHT?

CG: YOUR ASS PRACTICALLY DIDNT MOVED FROM THIS CHAIR!

CG: I CAN SEE YOU, DONT YOU REMEMBER DIPSHIT?

TA: can you 2hut up a 2econd? ii dont need other rea2on2 two giive me headache2 riight now.

TA: ii have way enough already.

CG: YOU WANT ME TO SHUT UP?

CG: WELL IM NOT GOING TO

CG: YOU LEFT ME WITHOUT A FUCKING WARNING FOR NEARLY HALF AN HOUR

CG: SO NO I AINT GOING TO STOP ANYTHING BEFORE YOU GET JUST AS PISSED AS I AM RIGHT NOW.

TA: we are doomed.

CG: WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?

TA: we cant wiin the game kk. our tiimeliine ii2 2teriile, iit ii2nt goiing two briing u2 anywhere.

TA: Aradiia knew iit and 2he told me before 2he left.