My Moods and More

Shadows

I stand in shadows where it is safe.
No pain
No feelings
Nothing, but the darkness.

I take a stick
Draw a circle around me
It's my space
No one is allowed near me.

Curling up in a ball
Tears coming from my eyes
It forms an ocean
Of woes that I cannot deny.

Why care?
What's the point?
When no one listens anyways.
Being alone and unnoticed would be better anyways.

I pray to God to take me
I'm ready to go.
I'm done with everything
There's nothing for me so I know it's my time to go.

But God never answers my request
I wish I knew why.
My body is broken
And my will is gone.

So, again what's the point
Of trying to move on?
I guess I'll stay in my circle
And wait to die.

So, I cry in the shadows
Where no one notices me
Where no one can find me
Cause that's where I belong.