Episode 23

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She went to the bus! Bus started to move! The boys left to the home!
Siv opened her window and looked out! Her heart is feeling heavy! Some unknown emotions is killing her!

Siv POV

Till now, I don't know why I left Banglore! He is thinking me as just his friend! Right! Then for what reason I'm moving away from him! I want to bury all the thoughts in my heart itself! I should be strong! I only want to be his support! Not to be his weakness! Let us see what God plan for us! Whatever may happens, he will remains as my Friend always!!

Just thinking about him.. Made tears in my eyes!!
With a teared eyes and hard smile I started to write!

Dear diary,

With a long tear from my eye...!
He thinks that,
He is just person of my life!! But,
He didn't know that,
he is the best person of my life!❤️✨
I just want him to be happy always!!
If he is happy, I'll be the most happiest girl!

Diary, you know right, how important he is in my life! I want him to be happy always...!❤️

Then, what he told in afternoon to Deepan anna and Sri anna is true ah? I just want to hug him and cried out loudly..! My heart is paining!

Everything happens for a reason!
I don't know, if he rejects me after my confession, Everything will get over! I will lost my first best friend!
I'm indeed a luck girl to have him in my life! Not only him, also Deepan anna and Sri anna!

A girl is lucky when she have a male best friend who didn't give up on her whatever the situation!! And so, they are my best! My bestest people's!!!
We've grown together as a family!!
Thank you Samieii for everything!

Siv!❤️


After Writing this diary, I feel better! I opened up the window and I looked at the sky! Always this chill breeze calms my soul.. but, now it didn't!! I plugged the earphone and started to hear the songs!! Somewhat, I thought that it will makes me calm! I feel I have feelings for him! I don't know if it is right or wrong?! I know pretty well about him! I know what he thinks, by seeing his eyes, his texts and his voice!! But, this is the first time, I don't know what he feels!! I need him in my life forever!! I know he will be with me as my friend! But, will he be with me as my life partner?! Just thinking this makes me cry!
I think about the past...

One day, we went to temple! Coz it's Sri Anna's birthday! We went by bike! I think we studied 11th standard! Myself and Sam in one bike! Sri anna and Deepan anna comes in one bike! Sifa didn't come coz she had cold! I wear half saree! Royal Blue and Red coloured saree! All of them give their comments! I felt a kind of shy! Coz that's the first time I wore the saree! We planned to go to Krishanar Temple! We all loved that place! We always go to that place once in a month! But, now only four of us are going! It too makes us happy! Only the so called Friends gang! This saree makes me so uncomfortable! Ayo! I don't know how all the mother's are wearing this! And , finally we went to the temple!!

Like others..! When I come out with my friends...! the most positive thing is, I know how they protect me! At the same time, the negative thing is, this trio won't let me do anything alone! Basically, both the thing is good for me!! We prayed to God! We sat near the temple well! We all got so much of peace in that place! I asked them for Prasatham (pongal!)! Asusual, with some scold Deepan anna and Sri anna went to get it leaving myself and Sam!

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