sinking ship

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I identify closely with a sinking ship,
Gutted from the inside out.
You see healthy,
I see an hourly bathroom exchange.
Eyes, lips. face.
Picked apart for scraps.
My disaster and demons,
glamorized into a success story.
Everyone sees key words, like bravery, self control, work.
They do not see the sunken eyes, the bruised spine.
They do not see hungry in bold red on the title page.
I am a sinking ship, sinking farther and farther.
To everyone else, I am scrap parts for a new one.

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