Tw: mentions of attempting self harm
School
(A English roomIs it An English room or A English room?
I think it An.An English room)
About 2:45pm(Tommy pov)
After all the events of yesterday, I was happy school was nearly over. I wasn't really listening to the teacher. I kept looking over at Tubbo. He had cried earlier and tried to cover it. I saw. I knew he hated every second of the day.
"TOMMY! CONCENTRATE!" The teacher yelled at me.
"Sorry Sir!" I said.The bell rang.
I ran to catch up with Tubbo.
"Come on. We are walking out together." I grabbed Tubbo's arm.
"It has been far to long since we have walked out together." Tubbo smiled at me.
"It has." I smiled at him.
"I forget we are twins sometimes." Tubbo giggled. "We look so different." I laughed. "Especially with your horns and ears."
"Yeah. You have mums hair."
"You remember mum?" I asked.
"Yeah. You have the same eyes as well. You- you don't remember her?" Tubbo asked.
"No." I answered. "I- I thought you didn't either."
"I- I always thought you did." Tubbo said.
"No." I laughed. "We just assume things about each other."
Tubbo laughed. "Yeah."
"Hey, how about we have some twin time. Just you and me." I suggested.
"YES! We could go to all of our favourite places!" Tubbo smiled.
"Come on! Let's start by getting ice cream!"
"Yes!"
Me and Tubbo ran to town. I gave Phil a message explaining what we were doing and he said it was okay. We were gunna do it anyway. He couldn't stop us.After Ice cream, me and Tubbo went in basically every shop in town. That wasn't the plan, but we did it anyway.
"Tommy! We should to the field. I saw a bench and we could watch the sun set." Tubbo said.
"Sure. We could also eat all of this chocolate!" I showed him thw two boxes of chocolate I had brought.
"Or we could not make our self sick."
"Or we could and be sick on Wilbur?"
"That works too." Tubbo laughed. "Come on... Child."
Tubbo ran off.
"HEY! Wait up bee boy!" I ran after him.
I could beat him up for calling me child after twin time.It wasn't long before we arrrived at the park and Tubbo showed me the bench. It had a large tree shading it. We both sat on bench.
"Remember when we went to our first home?" I looked at him.
"No one could forget that hell." Tubbo laughed.
"And that house that had a cat that she cared for more than us."
"Yeah." Tubbo smiled. He looked at the horizon.
"Anything you miss? From before we met Phil?" I asked.
"I- I don't know. I guess I miss not having pain when my horns grow. I- I miss when- when times where simpler." He looked at me. "It feels like everything is changing right in front of our eyes and we are still stuck in the past. Like we want the past back."
"I guess I do kinda want to go back to when we first met Phil. It was easier."
"It was. So much has changed. I mean we've grow obviously. But we have changed as people. We were both so nerous all the time. We didn't want a home. We were done with the pain. I guess now we see we were wrong."
"I guess we weren't wrong about the pain thing though." I said. Tubbo looked confused. "Look at yourself Tubbo. Look at me. You have horns that cause you pain when they grow. I mean just look at any part of my body! Nightmare did some horrible things to me."Tw: mentions of attempting self harm
"Yeah. As the people around me change for the better, I seem to change for the worst." Tubbo said. "I mean, you are all getting smarter, achieveing things. But me? Well, I tried to hurt myself yesterday. It is so wrong." He looked at me.
"It is. But at least you know it is. Your just- you just don't understand how others feel about you." I smiled at him.
He sighed. "Look, I know you hate me. It is- I mean why would you like me?"
"Because your my twin you understand me. Your also an amazing person Tubbo. I mean come on. You warmed up to Phil at that pretty quick. When I felt the same, you told me different."
"So- so you don't hate me?" Tubbo looked me dead in the eye.
"I could never hate you Tubbo." I smiled. "Yes you act like a 5 year old girl when you say you and Ranboo are 'platonicly married' but hey, I can't judge you to much. We didn't really have a normal life before we met Phil." I laughed.
Tubbo giggled. "Yeah. I can be quite childish."
"We all can." I laughed. "I mean look at Wilbur. He's a 2 year old in a 18 year old body."
Tubbo laughed. "More like a 8 year old boy. 'Oh, I'm so amzing, eh love, I gunna be rich and famous'."
I laughed.
"This made me feel better. Thank you Tommy." Tubbo smiled.Tw: over
"Your welcome." I smiled.
"Hey, I think we should do this more often." Tubbo said.
"Yeah. I guess we keep so many things from each other. We should take time to tell each other."
"Manybe once a week?" Tubbo said.
"Maybe when things get bad. If we schedule it, we may be doing other things." I said.
Tubbo nodded. We watched the sun set.
I grabbed my phone and played some music.
"What is this?" Tubbo asked.
"Chirp." I answered.
"Hm, I like it." Tubbo smiled.
"Yeah. I do too."Kinda happy chapter.
Yeah.OH! The first part to my other book is out.
Nervous that people are not gunna like it...
Well, can't change that it's out.Anyway,
Have a great day/night!
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