secrets and lies 2 (painful love)

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(phone ringing china)

father yin: helllo...shi..

shi: uncle i think its time everyone knows the truth ,yin hates me ......i cant keep up with the secrets and lies any longer 

fy: pis everything okay ....shi, did something happen to yin 

shi: yins mother is in intensive care as we speak ,she almost ended her life ...because she thhought she was the reason her son ended her life...well..technically speaking....shes the cause of all this but we are all to blame....

fy: where is yin right now ?

shi: his gone ,his probably in the states by now ,i wanted to tell him the truth , tired to stop him .but i dont think his in a state to listen to anything i have to say right now ...

fy: i think its time the truth is revealed ,its been over two years 

( 3 weeks later ) shi on the phone with yin 

shi: are is she doing today?

yin: almost back to her old self , ill be back next week 

shi: what about hai .......did you guys...really talk ...about everything..,are...you really sure about this decision yin...

yin: this is the best decision ,our love and everything else was the reason we ended up in this mess,now that there is a chance to fix everything including my mons marriage ,its time to start over on a different path that wont hhurt anyone ,we have already come clean to everyone ...am not selfish my mother might not have been there for me but thats no reason for me to take her happiness away from her am not that selfish 

shi: yin what about hai, is this what he wants too, you always thinkof everyone else but yourself whats wrong with being a little selfish for hai ,you know deep down you love hai ,and it doesnt take science to 'notice the bond you two share 

yin: being selfish was the reason ,we ended up in this mess ,i didnt want to hurt hai even when i knew our love was impossible and in the end it wouldnt really work out ...

shi: yin you dont really...mean that ...

shi: ill call you back yin,i think someone is at the door 

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shi: oh my gosh!!!!!!!!! hai ! aww hai ..are you drunk again ,you spent the whole of yesterday at the bar, what will i do with you 

hai stumbles into shi s house barely able to mentain his balance ,he finally falls on the couch ,tears runing down his face almost at will 

hai: a....a..after... everything !!! , our love is impossible !!!!!! i sacrificed everything  for him!!!!!! i went through hell for two years .........sleep less night !! so many times i wanted to end my life i couldn't take the pain any longer !!!!! you kept me from my crazy thoughts!!  i dont want a brother !!!! he will never be a brother to me ! never!!  why cant he be selfish and pick me !! why does it have to be everyone  else but me !!

shi: hai i understand what your going through ,and you have every right to feel what you feel ,am also the reason for this whole mess ,but you need to pull yourself together alot of things have happened in this short period ,i think you both just need time ,yin is just trying to do what he thinks is right at the moment ...,..you need to stop getting wasted like this ....,get at and pull your shit! together your not a kid anymore !! we are not in high school ,you need to show yin that this is not impossible and its worth fighting for !

hai: how the fuck!!!am i going to fight for something that he doesnt want fighting for...,am his little step brother !! remember !! am the fool ,i started this ! i was the reason we even started all this !! and in the end i was the one that eneded up addicted ... ,yin is a drug i will never be able to stop myself from taking !! am a fool !! right !! i should be mad ! i should hate him for all the lies and leaving me broken and torn for two years !!! but i cant!!!  and he dares says our love is impossible!!

hai: what the hell should i do shi!!! the only person ,i do anything for ! i breath for !! looked me dead in the eye and said a brother is all he can ever be !!!! 

hai goes to shi hugging her tightly breaking down in tears loudly ,shi pats his back as she feels her shirt get wet from the tears and she says calmly 

shi: there is alot going on .....yin is also not in the right state of mind...am sure his probably blaming himself for all this ,the divorce ,the accident ,his mom almost died ....,and now that there is a chance to mend everything am sure he felt this is the only way to restore everything ....what else could he do 

hai: choose ,me !! thats all i wanted !! why couldnt he choose me!! why does it have to always be about other people!!! 

hai gets up ,.......from the chair ,grabs the bottle of beer he had come with ,which was now siting on the table half empty and storms out 

hai:...i...i...!! i hate you yin !!! ...i hate you so much!!!



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