Bad catch
I am not worthy of something as great as love.
I am a girl whose insecurities outnumbers her confidence. I am a wallflower whose flaws are cascading freely from head to toe. I am someone who always needs to lose my voice just for me to be heard, just for me to be seen.
I am not worthy of something as great as love.
I am not worthy, I am not her. I am someone whose thoughts are broken—unable to converse well enough. I am too far from acceptable. Too distant from bearable. I am not worthy of someone's time. I am boring...I am not her.
I am not worthy of something as great as love.
I am a scaredy-cat. I am someone whose fears swallows the courage deep inside. I am not someone who you can depend on, I am the one who needs someone to lean on. I am not someone who's capable of fixing someone because I know, I'm the one who needs to be fixed more than anyone.
I am not worthy of something as great as love.
Yes, I may not be someone who's worthy of something as great as love. I am full of disgusting flaws, unbearable attitude, amd of boring thoughts. I am silent. I am ugly. I am flawed. I am full of imperfections.
I am THAT bad of a catch but you still moved, ran, and jumped just to save me from breaking.
I am that bad of a catch yet, you still fought for me and put your everything on the line, including your heart.
I am that bad of a catch—to make you fight the battles that I should've fought myself but couldn't.
I am that bad of catch, I am not worthy of something as great as your love and yet... you're here...with me.
Perhaps I am not that bad, or maybe I am? But who cares? At least, there's this someone who's willing to catch me even if I am a bad catch.
-Nonsensical 🍀
