"Dude what?" He said, disapointment in his eyes. I saw he was on the verge to crying. Like he had a big clump in his chest, or he got a big shock.
"John, you dont understand!" I said. This was all a big misunderstanding. It had to be. I would never do such thing, would I? "What is it Isabel. That I dont understand. You screwed the fck up. Am I wrong?"
I felt tears forming up in my eyes, and a big clump in my throath. I just wanted this to be over. i looked at him, too scared to say anything. I saw him getting more and more furious, like flames in his eyes and I was the lighter.
"HUH? YOU TELLING ME YOU DIDNT DO ANYTHING WRONG?" He was screaming now. I tried to say somethig, but the words didny come out. He grabbed my shoulders and started shaking me repidietly. "ANSWEAR ME" I had never seen him this way.
"Johnathan, I promise it was a mistak-" he interupted me. "Oh dont you fucking dear saying that. No, it wasnt a damn mistake and you know that. You did this, and now you have to take responsibilty. So tell me, why? Why the fuck did you do it." a tear was rolling down my face. It was silent for a couple of secounds, and the last thing I heard him say was. "Wow Isabel. I expected better from you." He let go off my shoulders, and grabbed his backpack.
I cant lose him. not now.
"JOHN WAIT" I said. He stopped for a secound. This could make or break our relationship. He slowly turned around. "what" he said with a shaky voice. "I am so so sorry, I dont know what to do but I know what I did was incredibly stupid. You dont need to forgive me, but can you atleast help me? I need help" I said. This was my last chance. I had multiple tears rolling down my face, and they just kept on coming. Like a waterfall.
"Fck no. You think I am just going to forget that and help you? Fck you Isabel. I wish I never met you." He said, and kept on walking.
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Run away to home
General FictionI have never thought about running away, but I still did. I had no choice. Eventually I turned home. But...was this stll home? (NOT FINISHED)