Poems of an Over thinker

I Think You're the One

think you're the one I really do...

But you do small things that hurt me

They hurt because you know everything about me, you know my insecurities and my deepest fears.

Yet, you joke around with no humor in your voice causing me to over think and cry silently so you don't find out.

Your friends tell rude jokes and you laugh at them Yet you check up on me in secret to make sure they didn't hurt me.

I'm fine with the pain and the silent tears, because in the end i think you're the one...

You call me "You're Girl '' in private because you dont like showing feelings in public, but you flirt with other girls.

Yet you get jealous when I playfully flirt with someone, or they call me a nickname that you don't like.

You say i belong to you, but makes sure everyone thinks, "She's just a good friend"

You say that one day hopefully something in your head will click and you will get feelings for me

But make jokes and flirt with females while I'm stuck wanting to be more than best friends.

I do my best to keep you happy even on your worst days, But when I'm depressed and broken you give me space.

But, If I break down or speak up about how I feel, you dry my tears and take care of me.

You listen to me rant about my family, you also listen to me talk about my hobbies half the time screaming.

You understand that I zone out and lose track of time

You want to kiss my forehead and make all my demons go away

So I hold onto that maybe, in hopes that this pain doesn't slowly kill me.

Because I know you're the one.