*SOBS* 😭😭😭😭😭 Do you hear me ????? *Shouting u r my favourite thought * .
Love is the sound of your voice now there is nothing to hear .I sent love and received pain . Why have you done that ?. What's true? What's lie ?what is right ?What is wrong ? how do I believe you now ?you are the one I trusted a lot and you are the one who broke me apart. Ouch my heart hurts💔.
Memories.... why are they so hard to forget ? Sometimes the things we wanted to remember should be forgotten this is different level of pain . People around you say "MOVE ON " only word which we hear always but we didn't come till here, all just to forget or just to move on .
I want to scream saying someone rewind this whole thing please. I want to forget everything, want to be normal I can't handle this pain my heart is aching, bleeding Gawdddddddddd I guess I'm in the initial stage of depression.
I Miss me
The old me
The happy me
The bright me
The smiling me
The laughing me
The gone me
You all might be wondering what happened to me it's not the break up that hurts most it's the post trauma that follows it. It is waking up and checking your phone for the message that isn't there anymore. It's like starting your life over and you have no idea where to begin. Pretty sure you all understood what I am talking about .
I still remember you told me once " sick of crying , tired of trying ,I'm smiling but still inside I'm dying ". And I feel it now. Some stories are written with pen and some are with pain.
*shedding tears * to detail what is going on u have to know my story 😔
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ARE WE DESTINATED ??
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