Help me. (C.D)

5.

"Dear journal,
It's currently the weekend, but we get Monday and Tuesday off, because some sort of teacher work day. Then the teachers get to relax for a day. It's Saturday, and all I've been doing is laying in my bed and watching movies. Cameron keeps calling me, and texting. I'm not responding, I feel embarrassed from yesterday's event. I wouldn't know what to say to him."
As I closed my journal, I put in my favorite movie, Star Dust.
I'm half way into the movie, and my phone vibrates.
I look to see who it is, and it was Cam. Great.

The text read....
Cam- "B, please talk to me. Those things you said to Nash... I didn't know what to think, What to say. I haven't been doing much lately, except thinking about you. And only you. Please talk to me B."
Should I text him back or shouldn't I? Thoughts where running back and fourth in my brain. I needed to talk to him, I've been dodging him long enough. But the question is, why does he care?

Me- "Hey.. I should probably give you an explanation.."
He texted back seconds later.
Cam- "YEAH!"
Me- "Cameron it's not that easy.. I don't even really completely know you.. Why do you even care so much? I'm just a problem."
Cam- "B.. I need you to understand something. I care so much, But I know that you are not a problem B. You need to realize that there are people in this world that need you. I need you."
What the heck is this human doing to me?!
Me- "no one needs me Cam. It's just an illusion."
Cam- " you can't let people's opinions become your reality. You need to be strong. And I can help you. Please?"

At this moment I'm confused as to why he is trying so hard...
But is Cameron falling for me..?
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HEYYYY!
I'm not dead! I'm sorry I haven't updated in centuries! But I'm back, sorry this chapter is so short! Next one will be long I promise!!!!
-Kenn💭