• Jaden Hossler Imagines •

"Thank you for opening the door"

Jadens POV
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y/n has been going through a depression lately and locked herself in her room. She didn't want to see anyone. I'd stay outside against the door and talk to her about anything. I knew she would listen cause when i started talking, the tv turned off or the music stopped.

"Hey baby" i said as i knocked on the door. When i did i heard the music she was playing, ironically mine, turn off.
"So i was at the studio today" i started "and MGK came in. I almost lost my shit." I heard her gasp, i expected a reaction like that being MGK is one of her favorite artists. "Anyways, we started writing a song together. Its gonna be called 'WANNA BE' and we're putting it on my album."

I even slid two slices of pizza under the door which got slid back to me.

"Hey princess, i ordered some pizza and you have to eat something so here," I explained as i slid the pizza under her door. When i stood back up the pizza slid back under to my side, signifying she didn't want it. It upset me because she hadn't eaten in a while.

But today, today i've had enough. I was scared, i was worried and what i thought she could be doing in there scared me. I couldn't bear the thought of her hurting herself.

"Y/n its me, i need you to open this door. Its been so long and i'm scared. i need to know if you're okay. Please baby i need you to open this door now. Please i need to know you're not hurting yourself. I need to know i wont loose you, I cant loose you. I know what its like to feel this way believe me. Talk to me, let me hold you and tell you its going to be okay. let me help you, let me comfort you. Y/n please open the door." I said playing with the doorknob hoping it would open. Then i heard the door unlock and it opened.

The room smelled of weed and liquor. I should've known. My heart ached at the sight of my girl with a tear stained face, a beer bottle in her hand and her eyes, they were red from the weed, yes, but there was so much pain. Her eyes said it all.

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Y/n POV
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"let me help you, let me comfort you. Y/n please open the door."
My Boyfriend said through my locked door. I felt so selfish, so terrible for quite literally shutting him out. And id be lying if i said i didn't want him to hug me and hold me. i missed him. "why did i push him away?" i thought to myself. i opened the door and looked at him.

He took a minute, almost examining me. He then engulfed me into a tight hug. i hugged him back like i was holding on for dear life. God his hugs were always the best. I started quietly crying into the crook of his neck. We stood there holding each other for a moment in silence, until he broke it.

"Thank you for opening the door."
"Im so sorry." I blurted out. He pulled away from the hug, giving me a confused look, he opened his mouth to say something but i interrupted, "Im sorry for being so selfish. And i'm so sorry for shutting you out and scaring you. The truth is i was going to do something, i was, but everyday you'd come to the door and talk to me and i couldn't bring myself to do it because i didn't wanna leave you. Im so sorry, i-i love you so much." I quickly said as i started sobbing.

He took me into another hug to try and calm me down. He whispered in my ear, "Its okay, its okay. You just needed space. I just wish you would've came and talked to me. I know what its like to feel this way. like everything is one long inevitable cycle that doesn't get better but it does. you showed me it does. i wish you would've let me hold you sooner, let me comfort you sooner, let me show you it gets better. i'm so happy, so relieved you're still here. thank you for staying with me." he then pulled away from the hug and looked around my room. it was a mess, like a tornado passed through. He turned his attention back to me, "lets clean this up, shall we?" I nodded with a small smile on my face in response.

He gave me a kiss on the forehead, then we started picking up the room. after about a half hour it was clean, for the most part. I went to take a shower and jaden cleaned whatever was left. when i got out, and got dressed i noticed jaden wasn't there. I went downstairs and saw him in the kitchen.

"what are you doing?" he turned to see me and he smiled. "i ordered you McDonalds, i was getting your food." he said handing me a cheeseburger and fries with a kiss. He got the same. It took me a while but i started eating.

"So, a song with MGK?" i asked sparking a conversation. He looked at me with a smile and we started talking. When we finished we went to the living room and watched a movie while cuddling. Thinking he fell asleep i whispered, "thank you for saving me," and kissed his cheek. He smiled and said, "thank you for saving me" and gave me a kiss. We then fell asleep for real this time while the movie played in the background.

a/n- i was thinking of my dr and for some reason thought of this. if you feel like you are alone in this world, you're not. you are loved by many. dms are always open if you need someone to talk to. enjoy your day lovelies <33