Billie's POV
His lips were against mine. The feeling I've been craving for forever. I let our lips linger on each other for a few seconds, before he shortly pulled away, staring into my eyes. I smiled. "So, now do you know?" He smirked. "Hm, definitely not, how exactly can you confirm you won't leave?" I teased. He stared at me, no emotion in his gaze. Soon before I knew it, he scooped me up in his arms, running into my house. "Que! Put me down!" I yelled, hitting his arm. He quickly ran into my room, throwing me onto my bed. He got on top of me, as we started to wrestle. "Que! I swear to god I'm beating your ass after this!" I threatened as he held my arms from hitting him. We kept on fighting, before he stopped, breathing heavily, looking into my eyes. I looked at him too, as our lips met. He started to kiss me softly, as I started giving in. I moved my lips against his, my eyes closed as I enjoyed this moment. The taste of spearmint on his lips, it was heaven. With ease, he slid his tongue into my mouth, as our tongues fought for control. His kisses slowly trailed down my neck, him sucking. I moaned softly. He started sucking softly, making sure he didn't leave any of his markings. He slowly lifted my tank top off, my breathing increasing. He sucked hard on the skin of my tits, because he knew nobody would see them. He looked up at me, as his hand fiddled with the black laced bra strap. I nodded impatiently, he started sucking again. He unclipped my bra easily. He started to play with one of my tits, sucking the other.
3rd Person POV
It wasn't until the doorbell rang. "Dude, you've got to be kidding me." Billie whispered, breathless. Que sighed, quickly kissing her, before running out of the room and to the door. Turns out Billie ordered Taco Bell, must've forgotten. At this point, it was awkward for the both of them now. They hadn't seen each other, or had each other in sometime, even more so get physical. Billie went ahead, putting her shirt back on. Que knew she was changing, so he gave her sometime.
Q's POV
I thanked the delivery guy, handing him money. I grabbed the bag and waited for about 2 minutes, knowing she was changing. I knocked on the door, and she tells me I can come in. "Here." I said placing it on the bed. "You wanna watch a movie or something?" Billie asked, I nodded. I sat on her bed, sitting a few inches away from her, not wanting anything to be awkward. "So what are we watching?" I asked. "Hmm, let's watch.." she tapered off, before I saw a grin appear on her face. "Let's watch The World's A Little Blurry!" She smiled widely, soon that smile turned into a chuckle. "I hate that thing goddamn." I grumbled. "Why?" She poked my shoulder with her nail. I glared at her, she knew. "They literally lied about every single thing! We didn't even break up!" I ranted. "Que, I literally faked a whole documentary for you, so we could run off together and nobody would know! I even hired that white dude! Which I eventually started dating, but you know!" Billie laughed. "Fine, let's watch it." I finally gave in.
Billie's POV
It got to that one green room scene. I used my peripheral abilities to take a chance to stare at him. I wanted to see what he looked like when the scene appeared. I saw his eyes glisten, watching the screen through his glassy eyes. He had no particular expression on his face, until I saw a soft smile appear. My heart immediately fluttered, it had been a minute since I felt that, sounds cheesy but nobody had his smile. Nobody had his body, eyes, lips, nose, face. Nobody was him. And that's why I only felt these things around him, because there's only one of him. I always wondered why the universe would bring us closer, you know? I'm guessing coincidences. And then I was reminded of that promise he made, with the rings and all.
"I want you to promise to me that, even though I'm not stable enough for you right now, if we ever do split apart, promise me we will always meet again, whether that be in months, years, or lifetimes, always find your way back to me, because I know it's you. And I know we are practically just kids, and I can't prove to you that we were.. destined to meet? But I do know that you feel like something more comfortable than home. And I know I'm not a romantic, but that don't mean I don't love you just as much as any other would. I couldn't speak for you, but I know I love you, and I know you love me. And even though I am not good enough for you, i want you to know I'll never stop loving you. You're the one thing that makes my life worth living right now."
I looked back at him, still smiling. I wanted to kiss him so bad. He turned his head and met my eyes, me smiling. He held my gaze as I cupped his face. "You're so unique." I whispered. "What do you mean?" He asked softly. "You..you're just, I don't know, there's nobody like you. You know, I tried to search for somebody all these years, somebody I could resonate and vibe with." I then tapered off. "Especially after we broke up, I searched so hard, I could've gone blind.." I continued. "But.. all these years, I had no idea that I was just looking for you." I softly spoke.
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life is going up and going down at the same time.
but im seeing blondie in april.
sorry im tryna update more I promise
-alysa (also not edited or looked over)
