The Mafia Story (book one complete)

Chapter 14: losing what was found

It hit about 12:00 am before i left the computer room, so much running through my head that i couldn't think the only thing i could think about was getting my brother out of that warehouse alive and taking no one with me. no one must know i'm going by myself if i died no one can died with me its not fair, its not right. i keep thinking as i walk upstairs about who i want to spend my possible last night with because i don't want to spend it alone so i guess Jesse was right i would have to choose between him and Brantley. as i stand in the middle of there two doors i think about the one who i would feel protected the most my mind kept saying Jesse but something, some force was pulling to Brantley and for the first time in my life i went against my mind and knocked on Brantley's door. He opened with a tired and surprised look in his eye as he said hey you ok? i looked into his eyes and said nothing and again for the first time i said nothing and kissed him deeply pushing him

back into his room a little as he shut the door behind him locking it behind him as we continued to kiss until he stopped and looked into my eyes and asked are you sure about this? i look at him and say i've never been more sure about anything in my life than this moment right here right now, he nods as he kissed me deeply and passionately, i never wanted anything more then to spend this moment right now with him as he removes my clothes and lays me on his bed as he kisses my neck sweet and softly making want him even more, making crave every inch of him, craving his hands on my body, craving his soft lips against mine, need him endlessly was he takes off his shirt and run my fingers down his chest to his belt i can feel my body ache for him as he takes off his pants and underwear and slowly and softly pushes himself into me, the need for him grew stronger as he moved himself in and out of me as i grip onto the bed moaning his name not thinking of anything in this moment but me and

him. tonight there was fireworks, there was love and passion and there was a moment that made me think i shouldn't go alone but then again that moment i had with Brantley is the reason i need to do this alone. I wait until i know he is fully asleep before i get dressed knowing if i come back alive i made my choice and know if i died i had the best last night i could have. i kissed Brantley softly on the cheek and whispered i love you as i walked out and walked into my room and grabbed my guns and stole Ronnie's keys as i walk downstairs i hear a voice that said i guess you made your choice in both ways i turn around to see Vinny and i nod as he looks at me and says please be careful and try to come back alive, i nod and say please don't tell him until i'm at least in hour away and i'll text you when i am, he nods and hugs me tightly and hugged him, We finally broke apart and i walked out the door to Ronnie's car. The sun is just starting to

come up telling me I need to hurry the fuck up before Jesse wakes up for his morning run. So I start the car and drive about 80 miles an hour to get far away enough to put the address into the GPS and then i remember the GPS I put in Ronnie's car so I pulled out my phone and hacked into the computer and turned it off before I could be tracked any farther then I already have. i get back into the car and continue to drive, as i get closer i can feel the fear setting in, the fear of not knowing what could and or would happen, the fear of wondering if me and my brother are gonna get out in one piece and thats when i realized i cant do this by myself i'd need help. i pull over to the side of the rode and call the only person i know can get me people in a hurry so i call Vinny. i could hear the shock in Vinny's voice as he says hello, i sit in the car and say i need people as back up i can't walk in there blind, i

can feel him smirk through the phone as he says i know who to get you can meet them at Taylor bar but your gonna need a better car then the one your in. i look across the way from me and the Hamptons country club and smirks and says i know what to do thanks Vin, no problem just be careful the guys are looking for you he says as i say trust me they are not gonna find me. As i hang up the phone and jump into the back of Ronnie's car and change into something to um catch the right attention for the job at hand. i grab my bag and my gun and step out of the car and push it to make it look like its broke down and i wait. about an hour goes by before i see a car worth wild. A black 64 impala a beautiful car that's about to become mine. When it gets close enough i run out to stop him remembering i have to be innocent looking to get him to pick me up or at least get him out of the car. i wave him down until he finally stops as i walk up to the car putting on my innocent i'm