Letting go

Part 1⃣

Day by day I feel differently about a lot . It seems things Change more often . I'm not saying " life stays the same", I know it doesn't . Life isn't life with out change , but why now . During a time like this I need a "friend " to talk to . As of now, I really don't know what's the definition of "friend". I place my headphones in my ears and fall into a deep sleep , thinking on the true meaning. Waking up from a terrible dream , I jump gasping for air ,Coughing up all of the pain that's been built in , and sweating heat bumps . It was only a dream. I sigh a sound of relief . My mom walks in scared out of her mind , I tell her it was just a reflex to my dream . It was around 5:25 so I had a good 50 minutes left to sleep . I just sat there , I was still a little shaken up . My alarm ring and I just know the days about to begin . A day full of stress , fear , and life . I get up to prepare for it all. The bus ran late so I had extra time , that's makes my day a lil better . I get to the stop as soon as I finish getting dressed . If anything school makes me happier, the working helps me ease my mind . I hear the bus pulling so I rush to the road , so I can get the first seat . The bus driver is always sleepy. Her head nods the entire drive to school . All of our lives in danger . We finally make it there just in time for the bell . We're always late , it's never different. I grab my things and walk to class , wondering what today holds at school .