Oneirataxia

2.

The bell rang for the end of school. I packed my bags quickly so I could get out of the place that I loathe.

"The New students please stay back" our homeroom teacher announced.

Sigh. It was just the two of us. Jade Yoshida and I.

We were called to the coordinaters office. "Please take a seat and call me Miyaki sensei" a teacher said as we entered inside.

"I've been hearing about misbehavior of Yoshida San right in the first day of school" then why was I called? I don't remember breaking any rules.

"I'm sorry kai you too had to tag along with him since you're new" she apologized. I just sat still.

"Since you two are new I just wanted to make the rules and regulations of this school clear, we don't tolerate impropriety and misconduct of student behaviours, when you greet a teacher you don't use words until the teacher askes you to......." and then she blabbered on and on.

After 30 min inside that damp and dingy place we were finally allowed to go. At this point my legs were sleeping and I couldn't balance my body properly.

I grabbed my bags from the chair and turned to get out but then a cat appeared out of the blue, I completely lost balance of my foot and I knew I was gonna be on the floor next second. But wait a had grabbed the strings of my back pack. It was yoshida "Careful next time kai-chan" he teased.

That brat.

"that was my cat, hazel" Miyaki sensei stood up and held the cat in her arms. She didn't even apologize for that ugly cat, I'm done with this school.

She already looked like a witch dressed all black, now she even owns a cat. I'm scared.

I passed down the hallways of the school down to the main gate. He was still following me.

The sun was setting down and there were very few people in the school compound wrapping up their work.

I was getting uneasy, Yoshida had been following me steps back since the time we got out of the coordinaters office.

I stopped, he did the same. "yo ya got any problem there?" I asked turning back to face him. His tie was loose, the button of his collar open, he had his bag carried at one shoulder and the other hand was inside his school trouser pocket.

His jade black eyes glowing along with the orange-pink shades of the sun.

My cheeks started to get warm and inside in my women area, I was in a panic. This feeling was foreign to me, I'd never felt something like this.

"You wanna know a secret?" he said getting close.

I stood there idol.

"I'm very easily sexually aroused" his breathe warm in my ears, slowly drifting to my nose it smelt minty.

'you'll never let a man control you' that voice rang in my head. 'you'll never let a man control you'.

I took a deep breath and let it out. I pushed him back with the fingertip of my index.

"damn shawty soft?" he asked.

I ignored him and went my way.

"Your skirt plate is stuck to your panties, I can see them!" he screamed in a distance.

I panicked and pulled them down. I looked around only to see disgusted stare of the people around.

He really is a brat, but I don't know something about him attracted me in a way no one did, he gave me feelings that no one ever could.

"See you around" he waved his hands.

I stopped in the bus stop, he was no where to be seen. I felt my cheeks it was warm my heart pulse beating faster, it only did when other member of the opposite sex would go inside me.

I didn't know much about Yoshida but one thing I'm sure about him, he is dangerous.

The next few days in the school went without having any verbal contact with Yoshida. I planned to avoid him, but that wasn't needed since he never approached me.

He missed most of his classes and seemed to be off somewhere.

After not having a single contact with him for 6 days in a row, I saw him. with a female. in the boys gym locker room.

Their chests were pressing against each other, he had held her hands up in the wall. They kissed. He was reaching for her school shirt button.

Their was a prick in my chest, it wasn't anything physical.

I over heard their conversation.

"Jade can't we have a decent relationship?" she referred to him by his first name.

After hearing that he broke their physical contact apart. He scoffed.

"What's up babe?" she tried getting closer again to fill their gap.

"don't touch me" he moved father away.

"Are you aware that I'm in love with you?"

"It's not even been a week since you know me. Love? is that such an easy word? No you're not in love with me."

"Yes I'm in love with you"

"I hate clingy girls and you know it, there was nothing serious about us anyway"

She grabbed his shirt softly and let out soft cries.

"So for the past few days all you wanted from me was sex?"

"I thought you knew it, now get away. Let's not meet each other" with that he left the female to sob alone.

I hid behind the vending machine so he wouldn't notice my presence while coming out of the locker room.

I knew what he did right now would be claimed to be wrong by the others, but to me it seemed right. I don't know what love is, I have never felt it but I possibly knew that you couldn't be in love with someone who you haven't even known for a week. That was absurd.