if an otaku got reincarnated

chapter one

Chapter one

I once love I was happy I enjoyed my life so much I lived with my parents I have lots of friends but it all shuttered

As I grow up and now I lived my life with regrets wishing that I was never been born it's all my fault and now I am about to die I lost it all my family my friends and everything. It's a beautiful full moon in my next life ill work harder than ever I wont trust anyone even myself as if they were next life but if there is next life please let me remember this life time no matter how hard it is so I wont have the same mistake ever again as the chair fall down I hang myself while looking at the beautiful moon if I was beautiful smart strong none would this happened I did not struggle as I die its getting hard to breathed my vision is getting blurry my last wish is to reborn to be smart strong beautiful sexy girl so I wont regret anything I don't care about money just to be reborn with the family who cared about me my head feels heavier oh as I thought they are late so late that that they cant save me anymore all I can hear is there voices calling me Maria such a beautiful name it doesn't fit me at all its getting quite i cant fell anything anymore im getting sleepy luckily I drink poison before hanging myself so they cant save me even they want to hagh finaly I can die...

did the poison didn't work it getting noisy again its so bright is this hospital wait I cant move it feels like my tongue is short so I cant speak wait I cant move my hand when I look at my hand it so small wheres my hands
"isn't she the cutest"
"lets name her Cytherea"

Cytherea is other name for Aphrodite goddess of bueaty and love... I almost forgot my hands... are small? Is this a dream I wish this is not a dream cause I don't wannna go back to that world again even theres good novel manga and anime.. so whats my name wait there holding me don't tell me those beautiful humans are my parents there so dotting
"motherrr!! Can I see my sister " an an an angel running towards as he so cuteee if he grow up he be handsome "sure Apollo" Apollo god of light they sure love to name there children as god and goddess but dang it fits him his like a sunshine ball bouncing towards you those bright yellow hair of him is deadly " mother shes sooo pretty " really im pretty In my last life I was an ugly otaku "Mother, father can I see my sister too" "sure Hephaestus" god of fire sure I was right about naming their children as god and goddess I guess but it doesn't fit him the name of Hephaestus but his hot as fire with those black hair hes so handsome to die for I magine having cute and handsome brother in the same time is deadly I wonder what would I look like my goddess looking mother and handsome as hell looking father this family is to die for I never seen anyone this handsome and beautiful in manga and anime in my past life its almost unbelievable my mother has a curly long beautiful bright blonde hair and my father has pitch black hair my father has beautiful blue eyes with the hint of violet in the center my mothers eyes was bright yellow my mother lips were beautiful bottom-heavy lips with her pointy nose she just so pretty as for my father his handsome thin lips and pointy nose sharp eyes his face is to die for they look like as if there are king and queen with two handsome prince
*clank*
someone came in he look like he a secretary with nice tailored suit long hair tied with glasses as I thought this is ancient times "my king my queen the princess room has been prepared " oh good im a princess actually this is bad I hate being treated as doll and be perfect I wish they wont force me to do that

* three years has pass*
they been treating me as if im a genius