little - niki (1-3)
cg's - phil, techno
others - puffy, ranboo (more of an older brother then a cg)
eat a snack and drink some water, hydrate or diedrate and all
tw - pushing off regression, they eat dinner
————— | niki's pov | —————
I stared at the desk in front of me, half zoned out. I was fully focused on trying to stay big despite the overwhelming fuzziness that filled my head. Everyone knew I was a little, I wasn't the only one on the server. Tubbo, Karl, George, and Eret were the other open littles. It's not like the others would get angry for me slipping if I did, they knew I didn't usually regress voluntarily. But still I felt as if I had an obligation to stay big during meetings.
"-ki? Niki!"
I jumped and looked up at Phil who held a worried expression.
"Hmm? Sorry, I zoned out. What were we talking about?" I asked sheepishly.
The three others glanced at each other before looking back at me.
"We were just discussing... You know what it's not important, are you alright? You've been off all day" Ranboo spoke up.
"I'm fine! I'm probably just tired, or maybe it's the cold?" I lied.
Fun fact: I'm not a good liar and Technoblade and Phil are both trained to pick up on lies anyways.
"Uh huh. If you're feeling small that's alright Niki. We didn't have anything to urgent to discuss anyways" I blushed at Technos words, not expecting to be called out like that.
"Im not small!" I protested, the whine in my tone not helping my case.
"How about we wrap up anyways then? You should stay the night, it's snowing pretty hard out there" Phil suggested with a smile.
I grumbled slightly as I continued to try and push myself back into big space. I was older then usual and slightly between headspaces but I was to far gone to get out. The others agreed and we all made our way to Phil's house. Apparently Ranboo had been staying for dinner anyways and I really couldn't go back home in a blizzard. As we situated on the couches in front of the warm fireplace I quickly messaged my housemate and caregiver Puffy.
Nihachu :
I'm going to be out until the weather clears, I'm with Phil right now.
CaptainPuffy :
Alright thank you for letting me know. Do you have any little gear on you?
Nihachu :
I'm not small
CaptainPuffy :
Do you though? Just in case.
Nihachu :
No but I don't need it
CaptainPuffy :
Just be safe Niki, love you
Nihachu :
love you too mama
Nihachu :
Puffy*
"Niki? Are you hungry at all?" Phil asked, making me look up and nod slightly.
"Alright. I'll start dinner, feel free to grab a snack though if you need" He smiles at me.
"Thank you Phil" I smile back.
I was sitting next to Ranboo while Techno read in his armchair. The half enderman was having a pretty one sided conversation with me as I nodded or hummed in response. After a little while of this Phil called us all to the dining room where four plates of chicken and potatoes sat. We all dug in as the others quickly began conversing. Phil and Ranboo were talking about who knows what, Techno occasionally speaking up as I zoned out again.
