a kiss on the wrist

Chapter 37- until the end of time

"I'll get it!" I yelled over the music. Niall and i were doing a bit of cleaning and going through some of his old stuff.

"Hey haz!" I squealed as i opened the door and let him in. "Hey Robby," he smiled, giving me a hug. "Hey niall!" He yelled. "Hey harry hows it going?" He laughed, turning the music off and giving him a brotherly hug. "Ah it's going good, been a while huh," harry said.

"What brings you over here?" Niall asked, putting down some papers he was holding. "Uh well, i actually came to ask robin something,"

"I wanted to know if you would accompany me to California,I'm going to see my family, and i would like for you to come, you are my bestfriend, and it would be a great opportunity for you to meet them," he smiled. I looked over at niall, and k care what sexuality you are, you are my bestfriend, you could be in love with a pan, and yeah it may be a bit weird to be in love with a pan, but if that metal pan makes you happy, then i will support you and ship your relationship till the end!" I laughed.

"So you'll come with me?" He questioned me, pushing me back a bit to look me in the eyes. "Of course i will, when is the flight? How long will we be staying?" I asked him. "The flight is actually tomorrow, and i was going to ask you sooner, but i was scared, i was a bit nervous you wouldn't want to come," he looked down at his feet, letting me go. "We will be there for about three days, because i can't take that much time off work," he shrugged. "I just don't want to tell them over the phone, i really want to tell them you know, i want them to hear it in person and meet louis," he smiled.

"Do they know that louis and i are coming?" I asked. "Um well i told me i was bringing someone, but it will be fine, I've got a hotel room, we won't be staying with them," he explained

"I'll start packing ok, don't worry, I'll be with you through it all" i reassured him. "Thank you robin, what if they don't accept it though? They will hate me," he whispered the last part. "Harry you are their son, they can't hate you, if they don't accept it, then you can't give up on it, your life is your life, and you need to let them know that. If they still can't come to terms with that, then give them some time, of course they are going to need time, but hey just think, you will have your friends by your side, we will support you and we will accept everything about you, because we care about you, i care about you. If your not ready to come out to them, then don't. Dont do this if you are not comfortable and ready, this is about your life, and when your ready, you do it, don't do it just because you feel like you have to. " i told him.

"I'm ready, I'm just scared, i don't like lying to them, i mean everytime they call, they ask me about girls and how everything is going, but the truth is, i like girls, i just happen to love boys more. I just don't think they are ready for this. But your right, this is my life, and they are going to have to accept it because I'm their son. I'm not a little kid anymore, I'm dependent on myself, and they can't control me and how i feel"

"That's right harry, remember that ok," i smiled sweetly. "I should probably get going, I'll pick you up tomorrow at 3 ok, that is if you want to go," he laughed, grabbing his keys. "Yes i will, and ok I'll see you then," i hugged him. "Be careful, and don't worry, everything will be fine," i assured him as he walked out the door. "Thanks again, your incredible, bye robin!" He waved, getting into his car.

I closed to door and made my way up the stairs to niall's room.

"So i see your going to California," he stated. "Listen niall, please don't be angry," i closed the door softly and sat at the edge of the bed next to him.

"I'm not angry," he calmly said, standing up. "I just don't understand, you'll go down to California with harry, but you won't go to Texas with me," he took a breath, looking me in the eyes. "Niall that is different, harry just wants me to go with him and louis, he's not asking me to move with him to California, it's only for three day," i sighed. "Wait did you say louis? Harry and louis and you are going to California?" He scoffed. "Yes niall, me harry and Louis," i repeated.