Jj almost died, i'm glad he's back! But... idk i felt something i've never felt for him. I didn't say it felt bad though. Just the fear of losing him, ugh never mind it's probably nothing. Should i... tell Sarah abt it? I'll see later. (the next day) HELP i literally dreamed about him?! I don't know what's wrong with me. He's my.. bestfriend it's nothing. You know what Sarah didn't want to fall in love with John B either, but it still happened. Sooo maybe i should tell her she'll know what to do! (Later) Sarah: "so what's your big problem?" Me: "well it's about- Sarah while interrupting me: omg haha is this about Pope? Maybe this wasn't a smart thing to do after all. Ugh fvck it "no actually its about JJ" Sarah "wait what? What do you mean?" Me: "I mean that- idk okay i just, i felt something that i've never felt before. Like i've never felt.. with anyone. NOT EVEN POPE!!" Sarah: "wait... you and jj?!! That actually makes a lot of sense!" Me: "no you don't get it Sarah. I don't wanna fall in love with him, it'll just destroy our friendship. Besides i don't even know if he feels the same way." Sarah: "you're kidding right?! Of course he likes you! Have you never seen the way he looks at you?" Me: "Sarah i'm not gonna believe it till i have proof, which i won't get. I can't just ask him."
Sarah: "you can't but, John B can! I can ask him."
Me: "NO I don't want John B involved otherwise it's getting too big. Really its not that big of a deal." Sarah: "Okay.. but just so you know, if you don't let me handle it you'll never know how he feels." Me: "ugh fine let John B ask him but please don't say you got it from me." Sarah: "than that's settled. I'll let you know soon." She gave me a hug and left. I hope this doesn't turn to a complete mess, especially with Pope.
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Jj & kiara: their story
أدب الهواةDisclaimer: i did not make the cover i found it on Pinterest lol (This is written in kiara's point of view!!)
