Coen... The one name i cant get out of my head! "why?" you ask. Because, hes sweet, nice, adorable, and he totally gets me! He helps me through tough times, and talks me though things! i think im in love(: but i will never know):
LAST YEAR:
In Science, 3rd quarter! we get new classes and Coen is swtched into my Science class. I get to see him for him, and who he really is(: i start to like him! and he starts to like me(: we start talking, but never get farther then that. i date his best friend): i feel horrible! i feel like i was just leading him on, and then pushing him away! but i didnt mean it to seem that way):
No one really knows how i feel about him! and the feeling i had for him last year, have just grown stronger.
THIS YEAR:
I dated Eric, Levi, Justin, and Chase! Levi just played with my heart. messed with my head, made me feel like i was his life, everything he thought of. but NO! he thought i was a shallow little girl, but im not a shallow little girl... im more then that! i dont fall for his tricks or anyones tricks like that anymore! Justin tore my heart to pieces. he cheeted on me, with his X-girlfriends. Chase.... i dated him last year, and he made me think that he cared bout me! but he didnt, he just needed another broken heart to keep.
Now im not giving my heart to anyone! im scared, and feel like i cant trust anyone anymore! but Coen. the only person i can really trust, well him and Randy. but now im tied. Randy is my best friend! and helps with everything! Coen. listens to me, and cares about my feelings. Coen goes to a different school. But we are both going to the same high school. he said he will ask me out then, and people ask me "why would i wait that long for someone that has a millitary family, and only has a 50\50 chance of going to the hich school with me, or moving out of state in 8th grade?" Im ganna wait for him because, he is the only person that trust to hold my heart! and I trust him to catch me if i ever fall.
No one really understands, but im going to wait for him!
~ this is sumthin thats happening to me right now! im working out the things that arebringing me down, and im making my life better, and Coen is helping me get my life to were i want it. i Trust him A LOT! and no one can change my mind about it either(:
~sKiTtLeZz(:
