Chapter 21
RECAP:
"I promise I will try and talk to you as much as I can, but remember I have a really busy schedule. I'm so sorry but I have to do this Tina. I will miss you SO much. There won't be a day where I don't think of you."
Justin wrapped me in a tight hug and gave me one last passionate kiss before saying "I love you, and I'll miss you like crazy" and then he walked out the door.
**
As soon as I saw Justin drive away from the window, I broke down and started crying. What now? What was I going to do without Justin?
I settled down on the couch and didn't finish watching The Titanic, I wasn't in the mood for romance movie. I probably wouldn't be in the mood for them again until Justin came back.
Suddenly my phone buzzed and I checked to see who it was. It was Justin. Why was he texting me already? He had only been gone for five minutes!
I looked curiously to see what it said.
'hey Tina, I already miss you and will be missing you for this entire tour. Wish you were here with me <3
- Justin.'
I let a few more tears fall when I saw this, and I was just about to go upstairs and go to bed early when Kaley walked through the door.
As soon as she saw my face she put down her shopping bags and ran over to give me a hug.
I hugged her back and cried silently into her shoulder. I was so lucky to have a friend like Kaley. She always knew how to cheer me up, and when to simply comfort me. No questions, no words at all sometimes.
Finally I pulled away and I was no longer crying, but my eyes were red and puffy and I probably had makeup smudged all over my face.
"wanna watch a movie? Maybe a comedy? It might be able to get your mind off... Him."
"good idea. Put in Cable Guy or something."
She popped in the movie "The Cable Guy" and then sat down next to me.
"hang on one sec"
Kaley left for a moment then came back five minutes later with two bowls of chocolate ice cream with brownie chunks and whip cream.
"oh my god, okay my life is officially made. How did you know I was craving that?"
"I just know you all too well Tina. Now eat your ice cream and let's laugh our asses off at this movie, Kay?"
I smiled appreciatively at her and took my bowl of ice cream, then I tried to forget all my problems and get absorbed in this movie. I was glad she didn't want to finish watching The Titanic.
(by the way if you haven't seen Cable Guy... It's so freaking funny! Go watch! Okay back to the story hehe)
It worked. The movie, as usual, got me laughing my ass off within five minutes. My mind still wasn't completely off Justin, but at least I wasn't sitting in my room crying or something.
After the movie Kaley obviously wanted to keep me distracted, so she went up to my room, then when she came back she was carrying a crapload of magazines, movies, and my iPod dock.
"so, what do you wanna do?"
I was thankful that I had so many distractions.
"wanna watch Jersey Shore season one?"
"Yess I do!"
I knew Kaley didn't really watch that show and hated everyone except Snooki, but she didn't even complain once.
