My Moon Lover

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I could write a hundred letters for you just to let you know that I will stay. One night, we are going somewhere. You asked me if I am seeing myself being with you for a lifetime. . . . I didn't answer you that quick. I didn't want to answer. I didn't want you to know what my answer is. You told me to imagine you as that person that I will be for a lifetime. I closed my eyes for a moment, just to do what you told me to do. I didn't see you. I didn't speak that moment but my mind wander why suddenly you asked me that question.

I didn't see you being with me for a lifetime, bcoz I can't manipulate my mind. In all the dreams I had with you it all came true, I got vision of you waiting for me at the altar. I didn't believe that but If it's the will of God then so be it. I didn't see you being with me bcoz I will choose to stay. I want to kept my words. No matter what will happen, I will stay. I didn't see myself being with you because I know that you will not always be around. I am at your back supporting on all your battles and hardship. I will pray for you in all your struggles. I'll be your back to lean in every sleepless nights that you were stressed. I know I cannot be with you always, you are not around all the time but the connection, the love that I have can be the key for me to stay. I love you as always as I do.

The final answer that I have, I see you in everything I does. I know that I cannot get rid of you—Ironically since childhood we cannot be seperated. So in this lifetime if it wouldn't be enough for the to of us, I will still choose you if there is another life. I will still and keep on loving you.

-Star