Kokonoi X Inui (Kiss Me Please)

♡Please kiss me♡

In the library Kokonoi watched Inui sleep next to the window. The window was a bit open. The sun shined at Inui's blond hair. Kokonoi loved this hair. Not because of Inui but his sister.

Kokonoi Pov:

He looks just like her...
She was beautiful...
I loved her looks...
Why did i save him?
I love him too...as a friend!
Of course he deserves to live.
And I absolutely don't regret that i saved HIM.
Would i be happier if I saved her instead?
I really don't know...
I'm happy with him...
But i loved her so much.
More than anything...
But Inui-

I slapped my already red cheeks with my hands and shook my head.

Why?
Why did I think about Inui when i'm still in love with her?
Wait...
AM i still in love with her?
FUCK!

I took a short look at Inui.
And...became red because of the thoughts i have in my mind.

I want him...
No, I only think like that because he looks like Akane.
I need to check.
He's still sleeping, right?

I went quitly to him and struck a streak out of his face.

He looks beautiful.
WTF STOP IT WHY AM I LIKE THIS TODAY?!
NOT ONLY TODAY BUT IN A WHILE NOW?!

Our faces are now almost touching eachother.

I
Am
Kissing
Inui

I stepped back as fast as I could.

"This isn't the same..."

This feeling is not the same.
It isn't love...
Why does it feel much stronger?
I'm in love with Akane...no...not anymore...why do I feel different than usual?
I...don't love her anymore...this...can't be real...
FUCK!!!
I love the brother of my dead crush...
I'm gay?
Me?!
Since when?
Why?
The love i feel for Inui isn't how friends should love eachother...it really is much stronger!

How can I?
What kind of a friend am I?
How do I...?
What do I do now?
Akane never loved me back...
And I hadn't enough time to make her love me...
I-i can't lose another person who I love...I...I can't control my feelings...what if i lose him sometimes too?
I'd rather kill myself than experience this again.
I need to make him love me!
My new love...please love me...

"Oh, I fell asleep...did you finsih reading?" Inui asked and yawned.

"Hm? Oh, yes. Let's go!"
I said but couldn't look at him without having red cheeks.

We left the library and went to our place.
Now that he hasn't a house and family he lives with me.

His hand touched my forehead.

I stopped walking.

"Wh-what the heck are you doing?!"
I said surprised by his sudden touch.

"I think you have a fever. You're red and hot all over your face...lie down when we arrive at home. I'm gonna make you some tea and take care of you." He said with his comforting voice.

"Wha-uh...yeah right...okay!"

♡

Whenever he touched me i felt like i'm going to lose my mind.