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After that it was Hisoka and Bodoro, the match was one sided, like Kurapikas, Hisoka whispered something in Bodoros ear, Except Bodoro was the one who forfeited. And After that It was Killua and Pokkles match, but instantly Killua forfeited, not wanting to fight someone as weak as Pokkle. Leorio the suggested that we prospered his match till Bodoro recovered. So then it was Killua and Gyuturak. (I didnt look up how to spell the name sue me)

Killua started to step forward carefully before Mr. Pin spoke. "Its been awhile Kil" I froze up as he started to take out the pins like last time

Killua froze making me worried

"Big brother" he murmured

"Hey" Illumi said

I couldnt even focus on Kurapika or Leorio for I was zoning them out.

"I heard you stabbed mom and Milluki" Illumi stated

"I guess so" Killua stammered

"Mom couldnt stop crying" Illumi remarked

"Well who could blame her? Anyone would cry if their kid did that-" Leorio started

"She was just so happy" Illumi said making Leorio fall down. "She was delighted to see that her son has finally grown up but shes concerned about you being on your own and asked me to check up on you when I got the chance, lucky me huh? I had absolutely no idea that you wanted to brew a hunter. As for me, I'm here to get a license for a job that's coming up."

"I dont...actually want to become a hunter, I just felt like taking the exam" Killua stammered.

"I see, well that's a relief, in that case i have some advice for you. Your not cut out to be a hunter" Killua seemed shell shocked, well more terrified then anything and I was sensing this odd aura coming off of Illumi, it was a little sickening

"Your born for one purpose, to be an assassin. Your a puppet of darkness, avoid of passion. There is nothing you desire. Nor is there anything you wish for. As one who lives in the shadows, the only pleasure your capable of is derived from cause and death, because that's how dad and I raised you."

"Killua!" I hollered before the guards went in front of me

This isnt good, not good at all. In fact this is very bad

"What do you imagine that you would accomplish if you became a hunter?" Illumi questioned ignoring me

"Its true....I dont really want to be a hunter. But. Everyone wants something. Even me-" Killua stated

"You dont" Illumi blandly said before Killua yelled "Wrong! There is something that I really want!"

"Hmn in that case, enlighten me, what is it that you want?" Illumi started

....
....

"What's the matter? There really isnt anything is there?" He questioned

"There is!" Killua yelled

"I....wanna be....friends with Gon and Y/n. I'm
....just so sick of killing people, I want to be friends with Gon, Just to have fun. I want Y/n to see who I really can be, how much better I can become!-"

"Impossible. You are incapable of friendship. The only thing you can do....is discern whether or not you can kill them, that is all that you were ever taught. Gon has such a radiant personality, and Y/n is so complex that you dont know now how to classify them, you dont actually desire their friendship or respect." Illumi stated

"No.." Killua murmured

"If you stay with them....one day you'll end up wanting to kill them, you'll wonder if you can, and you'll want to find out, because you are by nature a murderer." By now he was shaking. Leorio stepped up before a guard got in front of him