Connor's pov
It's already been a month since Troye was here, it seems longer though. I miss him so much, I can't imagine how I could've lived without him all this time before we started dating. We even skype more and longer now and it still seems like I never see him. In fact that is half true because I see him a lot but only trough a screen. I want to feel his skin against mine, his lips hovering over my lips. I crave his touch.
The sound of a skype call made me run to my computer. Troye. It's time for our daily conversation. I accepted it and soon the image of Troye was filling my screen. There was something different about him but I couldn't really put my finger on it.
"Hi Troyeboy" I said way too enthusiastic. This happens almost every time though. I just get happy when I see him, the whole day I longue to the conversation with him.
"Condabon! How was your day?"
"Boring like always because you're not here." I've said this exact same sentence so many times but it still achieves to make Troye blush. It's cute though, it's a sign that it still affects him."So what's been up in your life?" I asked him as if something big should've changed. It's only been a month not a year.
"Uh nothing big, well there is something but..." He suddenly seemed so nervous, the worst case scenarios immediately flashing trough my head. What if he found someone else? Or he just doesn't love me anymore? Is our relationship going to end this soon? I was really making myself nervous. There is still a chance it's nothing bad, yeah?
"What is it Troye?" I asked with a shaky voice, way too make it obvious that I'm nervous. I want to get this over with.
"Just listen." He said, making me doubt every chance of something good coming.To my surprise he walked away from his computer, letting me alone with the sight of his bedroom, his fairy lights shining.
He came back a few seconds later, a guitar in his hand. He's not going to sing a goobye song, is he?The beautiful sound of his guitar started, soon followed by his perfect voice.
"I wanna sleep next to you and that's all I wanna do right now." I don't know this song but it's clearly not a goodbye song.
"And I wanna come home to you but home is just a room full of my safest sounds." Then it clicked, this is not an existing song, he wrote it himself. How could I not notice that?
"So come over now and talk me down."
I am an emotional wreck right now. This is the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me. I couldn't help it when a tear rolled down my cheek. It was just so beautiful."Connor what's wrong?" Troye asked with uncertainty written all over his face.
"It was just perfect." I said and his expression relaxed immediately, forming a cute smile.
"Really? Did you like it?"
"Of course I liked it! It was so beautiful." A blush spread across his cheeks. I know he can't handle compliments, it's so adorable.
"I really miss you Connor."
"I miss you too, I wish that I could jump trough this screen."
"If it was only that easy."Little does he know that I'm planning on visiting him. I contacted his parents and siblings two weeks ago, we made an arrangement that I will come in 2 days to surprise him. It was scary though to talk to his parents and siblings. I was glad that they already knew about us because that would've been so awkward. They said to me that Troye has been a lot more obsessed with his phone, always waiting for texts. His family is really kind. I've met Tyde once at a youtubers convention but the rest of his family wasn't there at that time. It's weird that I've been planning all of this behind Troye's back and that his family is playing along with it. It's going to be worth it.
"I have to go." I said to Troye. I still need to plan something.
"Okay, I'll see you later."
"Sooner than later." I smirked, bringing confusion to Troye. I have been dropping little hints like this since I knew I was going to him. He still hasn't noticed it though.I did some last phone calls and there was only one person left to call, Zoe.
"Connor! I've been waiting for your call." Her enthousiastic voice said.
"I know. Everything is still okay right? Everything on plan?" I got a groan in responce.
"Of course Connor, don't worry. We will be there at the place you said, at the time you said."
"Okay. I'll call you if something changes okay?"
"Yeah sure. Don't worry so much. You planned everything in detail. Nothing can go wrong." Oh she doesn't know that, never say that nothing can go wrong because you'll see that right then, everything goes wrong.
"Okay I'll see you in three days then."So everything is now official ready for Troye's surprise visit. He will never believe his own eyes. I'm so excited, yet so nervous.
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A/N
Sorry for updating so little. I have a writers block and it sucks so does this chapter. I think I have some new ideas now so I hope next chapter will be better.
Love you guys BYE xxx
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