Unloving You

Prologue

I am deeply hurt, and my heart will undoubtedly be scarred because we can't be together. I don't think I'll ever find a love as true as ours, and I'm not sure I ever want to try. Although he can't take me with him, I've given him my heart to keep forever.

I love him and will love him all through my life. I know that I can't replace Klein in his heart, but I'm happy as long as he's happy with her. I just want him to say goodbye to me, I want a serious talk with him bago Niya sana Ako Iwan pero wala eh. He never talked to me.

Sa kalagitnaan Ng aking pag iisip, my boss texted me

'I know that you quit,but we're out of people. I need you to save Mr. Lux Velasco from getting killed. We have received a text message that Mr. Smith will kill Lux after his wedding so I need you to put Mr. Velasco in a safe house.'-boss

Without any hesitation, I tried to look for Lux then... Yessss! I found him, even if he broke my heart into pieces after kissing Klein even we're still together, he will always stay in my heart. His name is tattooed in my heart and I could never easily forget him.

"Sakay!"

"What? Why would I? Tomorrow is my wedding TAs aalis Ako ngayon? What the heck Is going on Joy?" Lux replied and I could feel irritation in his eyes

"Basta sumakay ka nalang, I don't care kung bukas na Yung wedding mo. Basta sumakay ka nalang" I know that Lux will hate me after this but I need to save his life from Mr. Smith, I can't let him marry that girl. Alam Kong papatayin siya ni Mr. Smith pagkatapos Ng kasal nila

"No.Hindi Ako sasama Sayo" He tried to run with his car but I am fast, of course, I am fast because was trained to become an agent before. I grabbed his hands and put the handcuffs on.

"You can't run now Mr. Velasco, sasama ka sakin dahil para toh sa ikakabuti mo" Linagyan ko Ng tape ang bunganga Niya dahil baka mag ingay siya. I drove into the safe house tsaka pinapasok ko sya don, tsaka tinanggal ang tape at posas sakanya.

"Bakit mo toh ginagawa sakin ha Joy?"

"This is for your own good Lux"

"Ano? Kinidnap moko! TAs sasabihin mong for your own good? Nababaliw kana ba? Pwede kitang ipakulong Joy"

"Kung kaya mo."

" I'm serious Joy, bakit motoh ginagawa sakin?Dahil bato saming dalawa ni Klein?"

"Shut up!" I said

"Look, I know that you love me so much-"

"Aba Ang kapal mo"pagkasabi ko nito ay sinuggaban kosya gamit Ang mga mata ko

"If you're doing this para lang sayo Joy itigil Mona dahil nakakasakit kana, your selfish Joy itigil Mona toh Hindi nakakatuwa"  he said then he pulled my arms tight

"Ouch! Ano ba nasasaktan Ako!"

"Your selfish, napakasakim mo. Kung Hindi ka pa nakakamove on wag kang mandadamay Ng iba!"

"Hoy lalake wag na wag mokong tatawaging sakim dahil Hindi mo alam Ang lahat! First of all ikang itong nanligaw sakin Nung una, sasabihing Ikaw lang pero Hindi pa pala nakakamove on sa iba! Alam mo eto lang Ang masasabi ko sayo, don't make someone love you while you still love someone. And don't leave someone without saying goodbye!!"

Tears cascade down on my cheeks, tumalikod ako at tumakbo papunta sa baba. I need to think deeply for my next move. I can't let my emotion turn me into a demon. I'm a good person and I will never make myself a selfish brat who's begging for love. I'm not a beggar of love. Hindi ko kukunin ang pagkakataong Ito para akitin ang lalaking pinakamamahal ko.

After a few hours of thinking, I rushed into the kitchen to cook for dinner dahil Hindi pako kumakain. After cooking I prepare food for Lux, Hindi ko alam kung Kumain na sya pero dadalhan ko padin Siya Ng pagkain sa kwarto. I opened the door with my key.

"Kumain ka na ba?"I said

"Wala akong gana"

"Look, you need to eat. Kailangan mo ito para may lakas ka"

"Ikakasal na ko bukas Joy"tears cascade down on his cheeks and he never tried to look at me

"Tapos hindi matutuloy dahil kinidnap moko" tuloy niya, I could feel what he feels right now. Kung pwede lang sana, hahayaan ko syang pakasalan Niya si Klein eh but Klein's father is a criminal.

"I'm sorry Lux" malapit Ng tumulo ang aking mga luha pero pilit ko itong pinigilan,hiyang hiya ako dahil sa ginawa ko pero ginawa ko lang naman ito para sa kaligtasan niya. Hindi Naman masamang iligtas ko sya diba?

"Bakit mo ito ginagawa sa akin Joy?"he said in a calm way

"I didn't mean to hurt you"

"But, why are you doing this Joy?"

"I'm doing this for your own sake. Nililigtas lang kita Kay Mr. Smith, Mr. Smith is a drug lord and he'll kill you after your wedding"I said nervously

"Hindi Ako naniniwala,matagal Ng magkaibigan Ang mga pamilya namin. You're liying!" He shouted at me, Ang kanina ko pa pinipigilang luha ay tumulo na

"I'm not lying, I have an evidence"

"Then where's your evidence?!"  He shouted at my face, ramdam ko ang galit Niya sa bawat pagbitaw niya ng salita

Biglang tumulo Ang mga luha ko pero kailangan Kong patunayan na Hindi Ako nagsisinungaling. Kinuha ko Ang aking cellphone sa aking bulsa at binuksan ang "PRIVATE SAFE", biglang nagpop up Ang mga images at videos na aking nakalap noon na magpapatunay na masamang tao talaga si Mr. Smith.

I opened the video na nag uusap sila Mr. Smith at ng kaniyang mga kakuchaba tungkol sa ipapadala nilang droga sa Ibang Bansa.

"Naniniwala kana ba?"I said

"God, I can't believe this is happening right now" he sighed trying to calm himself

"He wants to kill you tomorrow after your wedding, because Tito El killed his brother before when they were still young"

"That's why I kidnap you"tuloy ko.

"Ahhhhh"he said,I looked at his eyes at Hindi Siya makapaniwala sa mga sinasabi ko,I already showed him the evidence. Sana pagkatiwalaan niya na ako.

"Bago ako maniwala sayo,may Isa pa akong tanong"tuloy niya

"Ano yon?"

"Saan mo nalaman lahat ng impormasyong iyan?" He said, Wala talaga siyang alam his face is full of curiosity

"Well, I'm an agent"

"Retired agent" tuloy ko,I look at his face at nakikita Kong punong puno Ng pagkamangha Ang kaniyang mga mata

"Bat Moko nililigtas kung retired kana?"

"My boss texted me a few hours ago" I sighed

"Nagkukulang Sila sa tao kaya ako ang naalala niya"tuloy ko Saka inilapag ang pagkain sa mesa sa kwarto

"Kumain kana para may lakas ka,baka mamaya gyerain Tayo Ng mga tauhan ni Smith at Hindi ka handa siget mamamatay ka Ng Wala sa oras"Sabi ko ng pabiro

"Oh baka Naman Hindi ka mamamatay sa gyera, baka namatay ka sa gutom Jan kaya Kumain kana" Sabi ko habang humahalak hak tsaka umalis

"Oo na Oo na kakain na" Sabi Niya sabay halakhak