So Now You Want Me?

Prologue

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I threw the covers to the floor and slam my hand on the alarm clock. I took a few minutes before finally getting out of bed.

"Why do we have to have school? Why?"

I asked my self even though I didn't like school I still did really good. Which I was happy and proud to actually have some brains unlike the rest of the girls.

I went to my bathroom and took a shower. When I was finally done I went to my room and look for my clothes. I open my closet and took out a pair of light blue skinny jeans and a cute black shirt that show my belly button. I grab my black boots. Hey, dont judge just because I'm the nerd doesn't mean I need to dress like a geek.

I threw the clothes on my bed and walked to my desk. I grab my IPod and put my favorite song as of now, Masterpiece by jessie j. Every time I hear that song I feel like my life became ten times better. I feel like music saves my soul. Keeps me sane, alive, and nothing matters more than my music.

Well, before there was one thing that matter more than anything, my mate. He rejected me for being the goody-tissues. Everytime I remember him I feel like I want to cry that I can't keep going. He rejected me like I was trash and humiliated me in front of the entire school.

I still remember the day like it was yesterday. It's being a long way, almost  a years ago to be exact. I was so young and stupid. I believed in the happy endings. But I learn the lesson. I'm actually thankful he did that it help me become stronger. I mean don't get me wrong I im still sad he rejected me but sense I haven't shifted it didn't affect me that much. I found my mate before anyone. I was the youngest person on the world to find there mate. Well, other than the Royal Family.

Even thought I was treated like shit because my mom was the whore of the pack I still believe there was hope for me. They thought I was a disease. I use to get hit everyday but thanks to my mom it stop. My wolf was pissed at everyone for disrespecting us. I had Alpha blood but it was my secret and no one new about it. But not for long I will soon shift and I don't think I would be able to hide.

I had only lived with my mother and had never met my father. My mom told me she would tell me everything when I first shifted. I new that I was strong but I didn't want people to start asking why I was so strong for it will make me reveal my secret before the time arrived. I trained alone and only when no one saw me.

A lot of people made jokes about my mother but mostly my father. They always said that he left because he didn't love me. I had always secretly cried every night wishing I had a father who love me. I prayed and prayed to have a father but he never came.

One thing that always made me feel better was to write poems or draw. I usually wrote poems according to my mood or actions. I remember I had to go to school so a rush to my bed but in the process stumble against my book that was on the desk and my loose pages fell to the floor.

I grab my papers that felt but as I did I came across a poem. Tears flow down my cheek. I had written this poem long time ago the day of my rejection. I had went to the bathroom and cut I had stop but the scars were still there. I wanted to due that day and I wrote this poem. Looking at it brought so many bad memories. I read it and cries at the same time.

With every cut there's a lost battle
With every scar a painful memory
With every problem a fresh cut
Crieds for help but no one heard
No one was there to stop her
She went to deep to end pain

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Okay this is my first chap of
"Now You Want Me?"
Plz be nice with me and understand that I am not as good as other stories. But I'm still getting use to this so please be patient with me. If u guys see any mistakes please let me know. Please keep reading I will update every week or so.
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