"Hey... I heard you're leaving" I look up to the one who spoke and smile before nodding
"Why? Aren't you gonna attend my wedding?"
I became silent for a moment , can I do that? Watch her say I do to someone else?
"Lisa!" I flinched after hearing her shout
"Tell me you're coming " she said it matching with her hands on her hips , plus the glare
I sigh
"I want to but I can't " I simply replied , she looks confused , yeah. Its to damn confusing
"Well ... My heart can't" her eyes widen, she was scared worried and terrified , I smiled
"What the fuck , stop smiling?! Why can't you? Are you hurt?" I chuckled while she looks at me worriedly
I cupped her cheek to calm her down,and I'm glad she did
"Jenni calm down okay? Im hurt yes but it's not like I have a heart disease" she wiped her tears and cup my face
She acts like a child
"Are you sure?" I just giggle then nod , I looked at her and she was looking at me too , her eyes ... They never fail me , it amaze me
I saw a tear running down her cheeks , I wiped it
"Stop crying , I thought you're now grown up and you see you're getting married soon" she smiled and looked down
I don't know why she's crying
"I'm just .... Nevermind " she just held my hand it took me a back when she's still crying
"Jen?" She shook her head and look at me
"Why ...., Why do you have to go?" I smiled and wipe again her tears
"Stop crying okay? This... Might be the last time I'll wipe your tears "
She shook her head and glare at me then she slapped my arm
"Don't say that!"
I just smiled and look ahead " You'll comeback right?" I look at her for a quick second but didn't answer
"Yah!"
"Jen ... Can I tell you something?"maybe I should at least try right?
Although I know nothing would change , if only I -
"Just make sure its not about you hating me then shoot" I smiled still not looking at her
"I would never hurt you " she held my hand and I looked at it , I wish I could always hold her hands like this
"I have fallen in love to someone " her eyes widen
"What? Really?! How ? who?" I just chuckle
"I don't know but all I know was I was a coward " She didn't speak so I continued
"I love her so much , She's my medicine , my other source of happiness , she knows me better than myself ....I love her so much but Im scared and never confess until it was too late for me to do so" I looked down and stopping myself to cry but can't
I cried
"Li–"
"She's getting married Jen , and worst she's inviting me to witness that.... And if I do I–"
"Lisa–" she stopped when I looked at her
I want to kiss her but I won't
"I know it's to late but jennie I love you , not just as your best friend , heck I love you so much but I don't know how you'd react , I was coward , I'm sorry " I thought confessing to her late would hurt me but
