"Were you crying because you saw us kissing?" She asked and I nodded, still in her arms.
"But why Suga? Why has it affected you so much?" She pulled back but still her arms around my shoulder.
"Be-Because I-I love you, Jihyo. I can't describe how I...
I am working on my laptop while I felt my eyes are getting heavier. It's been a month since I last slept peacefully. Suga's face and his words still looping in my head 'I love Momo and I want to break up with you.'
I sigh heavily and put my head on my table facing down. He hurt me so bad but still, he captivated my heart.
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Past few weeks V helped me a lot to recover my heart. He still has hopes and I just feel sad for him. Despite facing rejections from me, he never loses his hopes and remains beside me when I needed someone's shoulder to cry. Why just can't love him back? Why is Suga still in my head even in my heart? Why can't I hate him? He is just like Danial but still why do I see him differently?
My messy thoughts interrupted while I heard knocks on my door.
Knock! knock!
"Come in."
"Good morning Beautiful!" V said with a boxy smile on his face. I smiled back at him. He is so handsome to capture any girl's heart easily. Why can't I be a girl among His admires?
"Have I anything in my face?" he asked me anxiously. I might be watching him long.
I nodded no and he let out a relieved sigh. I laughed at him and he rolled his eyes at me.
"Why are you laughing? huh? Don't you know how much I am concerned about my beauty?" He said dramatically waving his hair like an arrogant girl.
We both started laughing together. He knows how to make someone feel happy. He is just so perfect for someone.
"I am too much hungry. And I know you haven't eaten yet. Let's go to the opposite cafe."He stood up and took my hand.
The opposite cafe?Suga's Cafe?
I can't go there. I don't want to see his face. I don't know what will I do after seeing him.
"I am no-not hungry. You can go."
V came closer to me as genteelly squeezed my hand and said, "I know you are saying no to avoid him. But how long you can avoid him huh? You need to be strong and I am with you."
He is right. I can't avoid him my whole life. I need to face him. So why shouldn't I start today? And I wasn't the culprit here so why should I hide.
"Why are you so mature and good to me?"
He chuckles and said, "I know I am a handsome mature man. And as you know I still have hopes to gain you. Now shall we Mah lady?" He said with a fake accent, making me laugh and blush at the same time. I nodded and went out of my office.
•••••
"So what are you going to order?" V asked me snapping me as he noticed I am staring at him while he was staring at me; us.
"The same you want."
"Jihyo, please. Try to move on. He has someone in his life already."He said as he placed his hand on mine. I placed my other hand on him while giving him a smoothen smile.
"I am trying."
"Ok, I am always with you." said smiling at me. I mirrored his smile but sighed inside my mind.
V called Jungkook to give our orders. I took my phone out pretending typing to avoid his glacé.
Suga's P.O.V
Jihyo came with the same boy. How can I forget this bastard face? He was kissing my Jihyo!!!!!
But Jihyo told me he likes her but she doesn't. But now they are together even holding each other's hand, smiling looking at each other. It is so hurting; Damn! Why do they have to come here? Doesn't she too much hate me so that she came here to make me feel miserable?
'You moved on so easily, my love? Was my love so weak?'I said myself as my tears were falling. I wiped my tears roughly, I can't let them see broken me.
I made their order. Junglook took the order to their table but he was looking at me sadly. I know what is in his mind but what can I do except curse the person who broke us.
V was touching her hand, wiping her mouth even stag a strand of hair behind her ear. But she wasn't protesting him, she let him.
I can't take this anymore. I told tyuzu to take care of my behalf and she understood. My head became blank; I just want to run away from everyone, from everything.
•••••••
I am standing on the same cliff where I brought Jihyo on our first date. That was the best night of my life. I lied down on the grass, thinking about her beside me. Her head rested on my chest as I pulled her closer to me, sniffing her citrus scent. I was thinking as I started sobbing. She hates me and she is happy with V.She let him touch her. She was smiling at him.
I buried my face into my palms as my tears were falling nonstop.
"Suga?"
I heard my name from a very similar voice. I quickly wiped my tears and looked at the person.
