Jack Gilinsky's Little Sister

Chapter 13

(Tyler's Point Of View)

I woke up and I took a warm shower, when I got out I dried myself and wrapped the towel around me.

I changed into a gray long sleeve shirt with a heart in the middle with some black skinny jeans.

I brushed my hair and I put on my gray beanie, I put on gray vans and I brushed my teeth.

I put on black sunglasses and I grabbed my phone and I walked downstairs.

I went back up to my room because I forgot my bag, I walked back downstairs and out the door.

I put on my beats and listened to 'Halo' by MGK. I love all his songs and he is such a good rapper.

I put my bag away and I walked to my class, when I got in everyone laughed and threw stuff at me.

I sighed and I just wrote down suicidal quotes in my notebook.

Do I have to be alive? Do I even have to be in this boring ass world? Because I don't want to be in this world.

*Bell Ringing*

I walked out of the class and right away I get pushed into the lockers, I held onto my arm and walked to History.

I sat in my chair and I had my head low and I put my beats on my head and listened to Overdose by EXO-K.

I love how Kris dances and sings.

I waited for the teacher to come in and he did, we started to work on WW1 and I just zoned out.

*Bell Ringing*

I woke up and I rubbed my face, I walked to my next class, but right away I got shoved into the lockers by Nathan.

I held onto my head and I sat in my seat, I wrote 2 quotes that are suicidal.

'I don't think I'll ever actually be okay.'

'I'm fragile, like glass. One wrong move and I'm broken.'

I put my pen away and looked at the board, just plain notes on the board.

I put my head on the desk and I just fell asleep.

*Bell Ringing*

I jumped and I just wanted to go back to sleep, but the next class was coming in.

I grabbed my books and I walked to my next class which was Science and the halls were empty so it was just me.

I sat in my seat and a new kid came into the room, he was wearing a sweater and a SnapBack. He had black jeans on and he had sunglasses on.

"Class! This is the new student, Jeffreye Samson." She yelled.

"You can go sit next to Tyler." She pointed to me and Finn walked over to me and sat down.

He didn't talk at all, I wondered if he was a boy version of me, but he looked tough. He had tattoos on his neck and a lip piercing on his right bottom lip.

He must of noticed me staring at him, I looked at the window and I heard him chuckle.

I felt my cheeks burn and I lowered my head down and I just zoned out.

I felt someone poking my side and I just opened my eyes to see Jeffreye poking my side.

"Wake up." He said and left. I grabbed my books and I ran up to him.

"Hi." I say and he just looked at me and looked away.

I kind of got the clue that he didn't want to talk to me, and I knew it because everyone doesn't talk to me.

I sighed and walked away, I grabbed my bag and walked home.

It was not even the end of the day, but I just didn't feel like being at school.

I opened the front door to see my mom in the living room cleaning and my brother and his friends outside, playing football and some vining.

I just sighed and mumbled "I wish I had friends." I walked up to my room and I just laid in my bed and fell asleep.

*10:30*

I sat up in my bed and I looked at the time and it said '10:30.' I sighed and tried to fall asleep, but I couldn't.

I tossed and turned, but still I couldn't sleep. I walked to my bathroom and tried to look for sleeping pills, but I couldn't find any.

I snuck into my mom's room and looked into her bathroom and found some pills that were blue and green.

I didn't know which one to take, but I took both of them.

I put them in my mouth and chugged water, I walked back into my room and fell asleep.

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