You don't know how much it hurts to be on the outside. Dreaming of a day when ill be accepted, loved, treasured, appreciated, thought of, protected, and to finally fit it. Your basic and I'm different, now in a world where I don't fit it. Where its ok for you to scream, laugh, giggle, talk, dance, love, and be your basic self. As long as every one around you is just the same, just as self centered. There to comfort amd protect you to protect themselves. But I'm alone here and I know it will get better in time but now. Now it hurts. A dagger of lonliness and scolded behaviors that tear at my soul. My sanity wanes as I'm the outcast.. Ill never be you, they tell me I'm better than you. The ones that care and listen they tell me. But what does it matter now when I'm alone at times like these. It hurts more than you'll ever know... Do you know? Your human too.. Do you understand? ... Do YOU know?
