Never Been In Love [Previously known as Daddy Cupid] | Choi Yeonjun

I wont let you go this time

I ran towards that guy at full speed. I was close to him.

I tapped his shoulder. He looked back and he wasn't Yeonjun..

I felt like someone crushed my soul. I felt like my chest just took a 360 degree turn. I was so sure that he was Yeonjun. He had the same features and the black hair made his back look just like Choi Yeonjun.

"May I help you with something ma'am?" The boy asked me.

I was already panting and what the fuck this boy's voice was similar to Yeonjun too! Just the face was different.

"I'm sorry, I thought you were someone I know. My bad"

"It's okay, have a great day"

"Yea you too.." And I started walking back. A great day..? How could i have a great day just when i thought i found Yeonjun but it turned out to be someone else. I've lost hope again.

I was on street 59, near Mc Donalds to grab some snacks when I bumped into someone outside and I fell down.

"Great, just what I needed. What a perfect day!" I said it out loud in a sarcastic tone not knowing that the person I bumped into heard it.

Looking at his shoes I could make out that he was yet another young boy. As I was getting up my face scanned him from down to up and my eyes met his. Those same eyes for which I craved for, for 3 years. The same depth. The same eye colour. Yes I'm sure this is Yeonjun, this is my Choi Yeonjun. I scanned his face just to confirm. Finally.. But his hair... The colour.. He had dyed his hair and he looked so young! It was a mixture of ocean blue and light black. It made him look younger than his age. Like a cute, innocent boy. I know a smile has started to form on my face. I step closer to take a proper look. A tear dropped from my eyes. He was staring at me too but didn't say anything. His eyes showed me that he missed me too. The way they were widened when he saw me and the way they came back to their normal shape gave me a i-missed-you-so-much look. 

I was about to touch him and he ran away. He ran away! Before I could process this, he mixed himself in the crowd and I couldn't find him. I saw his face after 3 damned years and he ran away without saying anything.

I lost him yet again here but now i know for a fact that if i met him once right now, i will meet him again. I won't let you go this time. 

Yeonjun POV
I met those eyes and it felt like all that happened in the past flashed right in front of me. They were her eyes. My eyes widened on the state of seeing her here in Canada. I'm pretty sure she was shocked too. I wanted to say I missed her but I couldn't bring myself to open my mouth. Seeing her after 3 fucking years, just staring isnt enough. I want to embrace her in my arms, i want to kiss those lips of hers, i want to again feel those things she made me feel. How should I react to all of this?
The long hair hanging down, the bare neck, the perfect body- UH GOD I NEED TO STOP THINKING ABOUT THESE THINGS.. All these years I have gone through so much shit and I was never calm but seeing her makes me calmer than ever. I've never been this calm in these 3 years. She's stepping closer but I'm nervous.
What if she started asking questions which I'm unable to answer?!

I know my eyes show all the care I had locked inside of me for her. All these years my love for her never lessened, it just deepened more and more. I ran away as she was going to touch me.
I'm not ready to face her right now. She must be having so many questions and I can't answer them all at once! I ran as fast as I could and merged into the crowd. My feet took me to the place I planned to go anyway. The hospital.. For my weekly check up..

I had to go for my weekly checkup and then to my job interview at 'Alzesca' today. I stopped at the entrance of the hospital. Why did I need a checkup? Because these past 3 years, I dealt with depression.
"You fucking idiot.." I laugh at myself.

A/N-
So they finally meet and he runs away. Nvm i find it cute <3 I have unpublished the Kang Taehyun ff for now, because i just want to focus on this one rn. New chapter coming soon! Grunt out!

YES HE LOOKS ADORABLE IN THIS HAIR COLOUR. IMAGINE HAVING AN EYE CONTACT WITH HIM. *blushes in tiny*