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Chapter Two

Content warning: Cursing

You always wonder why it was whenever you felt at peace with yourself the feeling of not wanting to be alone came creeping back up to your heart. There you were sitting on your couch thinking about the past. The past where you were with him. He had made you happy but only for a short time. Soon the happiness just turned into fear then the fear turned into anger. Even though you told yourself you were over him his "love" still lingers in your heart.

You sat there in silence until you heard your phone ring. It was Bertholdt, you had forgotten that you had given him your number. After a few more rings you answer. You hear the familiar voice say "hello". "Uh hi," you reply. "Um this is Bertholdt we met at the library and you gave me your number," he tells you "mhm" you hummed waiting for them to say more.

"I was wondering if you wanted to go out to lunch on Sunday around 12:30 if that works for you?" He asks "Yes" you respond hesitantly. You didn't necessarily not like Bertholdt had you just met him and didn't know him well yet but you weren't ready for the type of relationship he was looking for in you.

He was nice and that was enough to say yes. "Oh great I'll meet you at [insert random restaurant name] goodnight" you heard the excitement in his voice. It made you smile at the fact that he was going to take you out, but that didn't change your worries about it.

Instead of stressing yourself out even more than you already are you decide to get ready for bed. You start pushing your hair back so you can wash your face. As you gently rub your face you get another phone call. An unknown number. "Hmm it must be Bertholdt again," you say to yourself as you got to pick up the phone.

"Hello," you say in confusion. "Hm so you still like to stay up late huh," says a voice that isn't Bertholdt's. How did he even get your number and why is he even calling you thought. "Eren?" you ask in an angered tone. "Yeah. What do you not remember my voice?" he laughs. "What do you want and why are you calling me," you ask him.

" Well I'm in Marley and I was wondering if you wanted o hook up or whatever..." he says in a nonchalant way which made you even angrier the before. How dare he call so casually after all he did to you, and why even ask such a ridiculous thing you thought.

"Eren how the fuck did you get my number I changed it and blocked you, I mean what the hell is wrong with you, do you know how much you hurt me," you said as you felt your tears rising to your eyes. "Look, babe, I'm sorry it's was a long time ago so let's just make up already" "you know you can't live without me I love you, you know that right" he knows what he had just said was enough to get you out of your apartment "look Eren-" you say as tears are running down you cheek "shh just meet me at [insert bar name]" he interrupts then hangs up.

Even though you know it won't end up well you get ready to meet with him anyways. You don't know why you continue to go back to him even though he hurts you. Maybe it was cause he was your first love, or maybe it was cause he always knows what to say to win you over again. It didn't matter how much he hurt you he always found a way back into your life.

Author notes: I don't like this chapter as much so I'll probably be deleting/updating it but the next chapter will be a flash back and an explanation of what Eren did to y/n exactly. I'm sorry if the plot is kinda confusing this is my first time writing so I don't know if the plot makes sense.