Never had I felt this hurt in my life. When I used to hear about love, I truthfully believed it was, in fact, the most incredible thing to ever exist. I believed it would take all the wrongs away, make pain dissapear, fill you with so much joy and passion to the point you'd feel that your happiness is unbreakable, and undoubtedly the most enjoyable state of mind.
Well it's nothing like that.
It crashes you, like a car would. It crashes you so hard that for a moment you don't feel a thing, adrenaline fills your body and you have no idea what's going on, but it's okay. And then, when it's over it leaves you hurt, fragile and broken.