HETALIA ONE SHOTS

-vi. it's never enough- n.italy x reader

North Italy x fem reader

Theme: the reader has feelings for Feliciano, but Feliciano is very oblivious to it. (they're human in this au>)

Warning: angst. So be prepared for a wild rollercoaster.

Author's note: the song that I used is called Nunca es suficiente by Natalia Lafourcade. It is a Spanish song and while the meaning can be interpreted differently depending on the person. The way it is originally interpreted is the girl has feelings on the guy but the guy isn't really interested in being with her. So in the end she ends up being heartbroken about it.

Though the song in this story ends with the girl being heartbroken, so will someone in this story. You will probably be confused on what I mean til y'all read the one-shot.

Btw Maximiliano is Aph Cuba.

Song does not belong to me.

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Nunca es suficiente para mi
(it's never enough for me)

Porque siempre quiero más de ti
(because I always want more of you)

Yo quiseria hacerte más feliz
(I would like to make you more happier)

Hoy, mañana, siempre hasta el fin
(Today, tomorrow, forever til the end.)

"How long are you going to continue this?", asked your friend Maximiliano as he smoked his Cuban cigar. You sighed as you stared at the bright bubbly Italian who was now flirting once again with a couple of ladies. In your mind, you were envious as you wished that was you instead of them.

Maybe just maybe.. in another time and place. You forever cursed the universe for giving you a one-sided love life.

You and Maximiliano came to the bar to relax from the stressful classes of your university, when all of a sudden, you saw Feliciano in the corner flirting with a bunch of ladies. Your heart began to ache in heartbreak.

"You know, he doesn't care, Y/N. You need to move on."

"I.. know", you sighed as you stirred the straw in your alcohol, now lost the thirst for drinking it. "You don't need to tell me what I already know."

He puffed out a few puffs before sighing and looking at you. "Lo siento for sounding blunt, but I just can't stand seeing you like this." He put the cigar back in his mouth, enjoying the ecstasy of his evening cigar before taking it in his hand and exhaling the smoke out. "He claims he is your haven but is out looking for love somewhere else. Sometimes I can't stand him."

The way you and Feliciano's friendship worked was a bit complicated. You had feelings for him ever since you were children, yet Feliciano couldn't grasp that. Every time he would sleep with someone in a one-night stand or flirt with someone in a bar, he would never acknowledge the fact that he was hurting you because he saw you as a friend. He always saw you as a person of trust and always confided in you to keep secrets and such and he always came to you whenever he was in a bad mood or he fought with someone like his brother or anyone else.

Unrequited love.

He saw you as a temporary haven.

While you saw him as someone you want to spend with forever.

The feelings you had were genuine and true as ever, but it is true what Max had said. You can't fall in love with someone who doesn't want you back.

And now you were a college senior, ready to graduate praised for being intelligent and being honest, but you wanted to laugh in their faces, oblivious they were. You were dumb for falling in love with the Italian boy who never cherished your feelings.