✅When A Bad Boy Fell In Love (Fanfiction) Wattys2021✅

Chapter 35: You Have The Heart But I Have The Trust

*You can plant doubt in my head but not in my heart. I will trust the person I trust and will not believe unless that person makes me doubt in his own doings and capabilities.*

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I was too inspired to write. Because my heart is in pain.. I shall write this sadness of mine. Sorry for the grammar and typo errors. Thank you for waiting for this chapter. Enjoy reading!

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Anxiously waiting for Hanbin's arrival, Lee Hi keep on looking at the clock it's midnight already and her boyfriend isn't home yet.

"Where are you now babe? Are you really that dangerous? You're not gonna kill those three men, are you?"

'What really happened? If am trusting B.I then why am I having this thoughts? Did Dahyun succeed to make me question my trust for B.I?'

Sitting on the edge of the bed waiting for the door to open. After almost three hours of waiting the man she's been waiting finally arrived. He's home yet she can't feel his presence that he's really home. The warmth he brought everytime he's with her...she can feel the absence of it.

"May I know where did you go?" She asked in a low tone following his every move. She noticed that his hair is wet so he must have probably took a shower from somewhere else. Probably in is office at the Infinity club.

Hanbin took off his shirt tossed it on the floor then went straight to the bed. "You didn't answer my question. Is it because you are still mad at me?"

"I will get mad but not with you...with your action maybe but not with you, yourself. About your first question, I just finished what I have to do. Pay those bastards for the crime they did."

She scooped a little closer to him. She then hold his hand, "You know that I love you right? You know that I trust you too."

"I know." Still his responses were cold as iceberg.

"...and what I am about to ask will actually make you feel uncomfortable, offended or you may not answer it for my sake but still I want to know the answer. B.I, how many bloods have stained this hands of yours?"

Hanbin met her gaze for the first time, since earlier. He can't utter a word as though this is the first time he's going to learn to speak and words aren't invented yet. He sat up and just look at Lee Hi. He saw different emotions in her eyes fear, anxiety and hesitation. "What really happened to doctor Nam? Did he really committed suicide?" Her hands are trembling..those questions were nerve wracking that she doesn't even know if she's really ready to hear the truth. "And what happened with those two men who tried to harassed me before? What happened to those three men who almost.." She cut herself before she could even said that word. She knew Hanbin will be raging mad again. "What happened to them?"

"Do you really want to know?" His eyes darkened showing no emotion so is his voice that was a cold as iceberg, deep as Mariana's trench and dark as storm.

She was taken aback. She trust him right? Then why would she asked him these kind of question and when he's finally ready to give the answer she wanted to know..she doesn't know what to think anymore. Why is she hesitating now?

Slowly but without looking at his eyes she nodded her head. She can't find the right words to speak that she could only nod her head as an answer.

"I killed them, using the hands you are holding right now."

She gasped and for a moment she forgot that she's holding the hands of the man she loves. She closed her eyes. Suddenly, her tight grip on his hand loosen. She's about to let go of it but Hanbin hold her hand, not wanting to let go. She immediately opened her eyes. A flashed of pain crossed Hanbin's good as night color eyes..but it was too fast that no one actually notice it. Not even Lee Hi. "Don't please." He begged. And that exact words made Lee Hi to be awaken by her deep thoughts and reverie. How could she just think of letting go of his hand?