all alone

Chapter 1

Ava wakes up from a very long nap and goes downstairs to greet her boyfriend, Benjamin. 
"hey baby!!" Ava says with a great big smile.
"Hello sugar." Ben says with a sad face.
"hm.. Why so sad..?" Ava says as her smile fades.
"oh.. its just.. i have to go to Florida for 2 weeks... and i wont be able to see you.." 
"is it for work..?" 
"yes.. but i promise i will facetime you when i can.." Ben says with a small warm smile.
"When are you leaving?"
"in a couple of hours, i was just packing" Ben says kissing Ava on the cheek.
"here. ill help."

After Ben finishes packing, Ava drops him off at the airport saying Their last goodbyes for a few weeks. Ava drives home buying some dinner on the way home. When Ava arrives home, she finishes her dinner and does some online shopping. She then comes across Adult diapers, she takes a good look at them and wonders how it would feel to wear one. Ava moves on but she adds it to cart. after Ava finishes her online shopping, she gets ready for bed and falls asleep.

in the morning Ava gets out of bed and goes downstairs to prepare breakfast, she makes some eggs and toast with a side of bacon and sliced avocado. she finishes her food and goes back on her phone to online shop. Ava recalls of the diapers and finally orders it, as well and a custom made pacifier. Ava thought to herself that this is weird behavior so she searches up why she might be acting like this, and she got results like "little space" which is acting like a younger state or form as a coping mechanism, but she also got results like "ABDL" which is "adult baby, Diaper lover." Ava got more interested in this "ABDL" stuff so she kept looking at it.

A couple hours pass and her order finally comes, as the door rings Ava rushes to the door excited. 
"hello. Please sign here." The mail man said pointing at a line in the paper. Ava signs the paper and takes the package from the man. Ava closes the door and sits on the floor opening the package. she sees everything she ordered and smiles with excitement. she then, quickly closes the blinds and strips herself of her clothes, she powders herself and straps the diaper on her. she feels very comforted and decides to try to let out a big load tomorrow night. She hops on her bed hearing lots of crinkling noises, Ava tucks herself in and falls asleep.

in the Morning Ava gets out of bed and goes downstairs to make some breakfast, she gobbles the food quickly and decides to look at her diaper. Ava walks upstairs and looks in front of a mirror. Ava feels amazed of how soft and light it feels. She recalls of the pacifier and decides to try it out. Ava takes it out of the box and puts it in her mouth, she immediately took it out because of discomfort. Ava decided she wanted to go to the mall, so she but some baggy clothes over her diaper, packed a water bottle and left.

After a few hours at the mall, Ava drank half of her water and was beginning to feel sick. Ava just thought she needed to go to the bathroom, but it wasn't the end of the day yet, so she just sat in her car and drove home. once she arrived home, she stripped of her clothes until she only had the diaper and bra showing. As Ava longs to see her lover, she rubs the diaper and feels comforted. a few minutes pass and Ava decides to watch a movie. during the moving, Ava feels a pain in her stomach, She stops the movie and decides to let it all out. 

Ava gets on her hands and knees and begins to push, she feels her poop coming out and spreading across her diaper. As she lets all her warm piss out, She gives out a loud moan. Ava rubs her diaper happily as she sits back down to be greeted with a loud sqwish. She touches the diaper and takes out a vibrator and puts it on her diaper. her mess spreads all around and Ava feels so nice. she feels another one coming so she gets on her hands and knees and begins to push, her diarrhea sqwirting out as she gives another moan. Ava's diaper had expanded a lot and she couldn't even put her legs together. Ava loved the feeling and kept touching the diaper. Ava sat back down and heard another sqwish. She unpaused the movie and kept watching.

In the morning, Ava wakes up to see she fell asleep while watching the movie, the room was fill with the stench of poop and piss. Ava gets out of bed feeling a large weight on her butt, she disposes of the messy old diaper and gets in the shower. after her shower, she puts on a new diaper and gets on her bed to see her diaper leaked. Ava was not happy about this. she changed the sheets and herself and goes to the downstairs to online shop. it seems the diapers she has right now aren't as absorbent. Ava looks around and finds a super absorbent diaper and orders it. Ava gets into the car and goes to a diner to eat breakfast.

After eating, Ava get in her car and pisses in her diaper. She feels the warmth and moans a little, she tries to poop and succeeded. Ava wishes she brought her vibrator but she knows she can do it at home. once she arrived home she saw her package, she took her package and brings it inside. she quickly grabs her vibrator and takes off her pants, she sets the vibrator on her diaper and moans as the mess spreads around to the front. she stops and rubs the diaper front. After a while, Ava finally decides to open the package, It was her super absorbent diapers! she changed out of her old diaper and into the new, super absorbent one. the super absorbent one was a lot thicker but didn't show through her clothing. Ava felt tired,