When The Moon Laid Eyes To The Sun: Full Moon

[Chapter 99]

= Realize

= Two Sides

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×•× Zumra's Point of View

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It's 9:28 in the evening, as I was roaming alone in my condo

I cannot sit still, as my head can't stay patient for this..

I felt stup*d, pathetic and coward to the moment that I should be the one to ask her...

But--- they insisted, so that they can say farewells to her..

Paikot-ikot na ako dito sa sala simula ng umalis sila, since I am all alone in here..

Halos hindi ako makapali, at medyo kabado ako, to the point that I can feel my heart pounding a little bit faster

My head is filled with thoughts and possible scenarios, as my fingers tapping on my arms as it was crossed, with my feet walking all around everywhere

For what just I did to her... Is it really my fault? My mistakes?

Am I the one that should be blamed?

Maybe yes, 'cuz for this I can't blame her or regret her eversince I love her..

If she wouldn't give me a chance...

It's my mistake, that made her distancing herself to me

The point of all this, is I am afraid if she'll stood me out...

×•× Blair's Point Of View

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I quickly run downstairs as I can hear Mom and Dad calling me from the Living Room

As I was finally on my way down, I can slowly saw Mom sitting on the couch talking to Dad

" Mom-- Dad! How was everything? "I ask with my soft tone as I quickly run towards them

" It was all great and fun-- not to mention how tiring it was at the same time.."

My Mom said withher tiring voice as Dad just laugh it up as he look at upstairs

"How are you with Dale tonight? "

" She is not that hard to take care of, in 4 hours and 48 minutes, Dad!"

Patawa ko'ng sabi sa kaniya sabay upo sa harap na couch kung saan kaharap ko si Mom

"Our flight will be in 35 hours and 12 minutes!"

Mom said excitedly with her smile habang nakaupo sa couch at dahan-dahan ng nagtanggal ng coat habang nakapikit.

She seems so very tired tonight

And how my Mom sum up the time that fast, I feel like I'm getting nervous a little

" Blair?.. Why are you so silent? "

My eyes just stared at something in the surface like I wasn't listening at all, as suddenly when Dad ashked me, I quickly turn my head to them as the both of them look at me in confusion

" Mom.. Dad?..."

I can't tell which part should I start.. Or, should I tell them about it?...

" Mom..D-Dad? About the... Uhmm.. Our trip to Japan for New Year.."

I was too nervous to tell them about it... Or, especially making an excuse...

" Why? What's wrong? " tanong ni Mom sa akin habang silang dalawa ay litung-lito na nakitingin sa akin

Before I could say another word, I take a deep breathe as I try to ease my mind

I hope they won't be mad...

" Mom, Dad! I know that we planned this for how many months ago, and I am happy for it... And now.. It's just that, I-I... I want to spend my New Year here...."

Halos napapikit na ako nang matapos ko'ng sabihin sa kanila ng malinaw at wala ng ligoy-ligoy

I feel like they were so puzzled as I open my eyes to them as they were talking to each other, looking so worried and confused

" Blair... What made you thought about that? It's like, you really wished to go to Japan eversince..."

I just look at Dad as I have tons, not just one reason... But more reason..

" Dad.... We celebrate New Year in different countries, but this was used to be my hometown since I was a kid... I know Dad, that eversince MY Dad left..... *gulp* I've never had the chance to celebrate New Years in London, anymore...."

Halos paiyak na ako nang tuloy-tuloyan ko ng maalala yung Dad ko..

I know, that it may seem that I used my Dad as an excuse---but no!

Before I knew about my Dad's past story or his life before and then when he met mom, I slowly used to forget about him but... now, I feel like I shouldn't because.... I feel like I must not..

" If... That's the reason why you wanted to stay here.."

Mom slowly walk towards me as she lift up her sweetest smile at me at the time she slowly hold my hands gently

" We can't say 'No', so..."

Dahan-dahan na niyang hinawakan ang aking pisngi as she slowly wipe my tears

" Have fun, and remember that... Wherever your Dad may be, she is always in here.."

She pointed on my chest as she look at me with her smile

" And!.."

Agad nalang akong napalingon kay Dad sa likod as he came walk in towards me

" And, Blair.. Don't ever think that you are left-out in your Mom's heart, or in our Family, you are our daughter with your baby sister, Dale.. We love you two!"

I just can't say anything as I just hug them with our smiles

" I love you Mom.. Dad!"