[103] ADDICT - Aug 12 2021

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Jungkook and Jimin are family friends. Jungkook's mom adopts Jimin after the boy's parents pass away

In the course of their stay together in the same room, Jungkook falls for the boy but sadly Jimin only saw Jungkook as a good friend. Jimin in fact had feelings for Jungkook's best friend Taehyung

Taehyung would often visit Jungkook and the three would hang out together. Jimin was always extra clingy to Taehyung and soon enough, Taehyung reciprocated Jimin's feelings. The two would often indirectly ditch Jungkook to hang out together

**

Jungkook knew he was being a third wheel in their friendship and the thought of Jimin being with someone else made him crazy and he ended up being an alcohol addict - he felt like Jimin was being ungrateful by not reciprocating his feelings after everything his family did for the boy

**

Jimin is worried about the man. He tries to talk to Jungkook, one day.

"Jungkook... please don't drink so much.. it's not good for you..." before Jimin could continue further, Taehyung is video calling him

"Your lover boy is calling..." Jungkook scoffs "...go to him..." Jungkook takes another sip

"Jungkook..."

"Don't even deny it... you are always with him... I'm sure if he proposes, you will go with him.... I have no one... Noone wants me..." Jungkook says as he drinks again

Jimin felt bad for the man. Jungkook's mom had passed away 5 months ago due to breast cancer and his dad suddenly started ignoring Jungkook, going back to his hometown Busan, leaving the two boys alone 8n the apartment they were living in

Jimin knew Jungkook had only him and Taehyung but now Taehyung and Jungkook were also not on speaking terms. They had a falling out - Jimin didn't know the exact reason but he knew he was one of the reasons.

**

"Jimin .....why don't you just move in with me? My place is closer to the university from here" Taehyung asks one day when he notices Jungkook walk away when he came to visit them

"...I can't... I can't leave Jungkook" Jimin says, ending the conversation

Jimin wanted to say yes, of course but he felt indebted to the Jeon family for always being there for him. Jungkook needed him right now

**

"Do you know why I started drinking?" Jungkook asks as Jimin sits near to him, trying to get the bottle from the man's hands "...because I love you..."

"What?" Jimin brings his hands back down

"The day you chose Taehyung over me to spend time with... that's the day I started drinking... you hurt me Jimin... you always hurt me and you don't even know it..."

Jimin was speechless. He had no idea Jungkook saw him that way and that the man was hurting because of him

Jungkook is crying as he holds Jimin close "...I need you Jimin... I want you... please..." Jungkook was going crazy, the alcohol not helping his state as he suddenly grabs Jimin and kisses him

No matter how hard Jimin fought, he couldn't get away from Jungkook. That night he lets the man touch him - Jimin felt guilty. He felt responsible for the state of mind Jungkook was in right now. Jungkook didn't take the boy's virginity but had left his touches everywhere he had access to on Jimin's body

As soon as Jungkook falls asleep, Jimin struggles to stand up and walk to the bathroom. He shut the bathroom behind him and let out a silent sob as he left his body soak in the tub. Jimin cried as he rubbed his skin, trying to get rid of the man's touches

Jungkook wakes up confused but seeing Jimin he remembers last night. He felt guilty because he knows the boy loves Taehyung and whatever it might be, Jimin didn't give his consent to be touched that way

**

For more than a week, the two avoided each other. Guilt was consuming Jungkook and he finally decides to completely change himself for the better

That evening he decides to make it up to Jimin by stopping to drink alcohol, go to alcohol anonymous and turn into a better person and take responsibility for what he did to Jimin. While he was deciding that, he hears some voices coming from the living room

"You don't love him then why are you with him? I read your diary..." Taehyung says making Jimin fume

"How dare you read my diary without permission?!"

"I'm sorry but is it true? You are with him only because you felt bad for him... and that you actually love me" Taehyung asks in desperation

"Jimin answer me..."

Jungkook could see them fight from his bedroom door

Seeing Jimin stand quiet, makes Jungkook feel guilty

"I will just get out of your life forever.... I will not stand in the way of your happiness anymore ..."

"It's true what I wrote ... but that was a long time ago... I love Jungkook now... I realised that some part of me has always loved him... I want to give him a chance...even after everything he did to me... my heart... it misses him"

But sadly Jungkook never got to hear that.

Taehyung leaves disappointed making Jimin sigh

Jimin then knocks on Jungkook's door to finally talk things down

"Jungkook.. Can we talk.. please..."

Jimin's whole world came crashing down when he opened the door to find Jungkook lying in a pool of blood

He immediately calls the ambulance and tries to stop the bleeding but it was already too late

"I'm sorry I couldn't save you... I'm sorry you left not knowing I love you ...... I'm so sorry that I realised my love for you...so late..." Jimin cried as he hugged the lifeless body

**

"Why is Taehyung doing angst nowadays?" Jungkook asks frowning

Jimin shrugs his shoulders

"I want psycho thriller not angst" Jungkook pouts

"What's wrong with angst.. its heart hitting..."

"Yea it is... but it's no fun" Jungkook pouts again

"You big baby" Jimin pinches Jungkook's cheeks

Jungkook scoffs "... I will show you who is the baby here"

And before Jimin knows it, he is thrown over Jungkook's shoulder. The man then leads them to their bedroom but not before smacking that delicious fine ass

The end

A/N: part of untitled series

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