she found herself wondering why. wondering what she had done to receive such pain. she never understood why she thought the way she did. the guy was supposed to be someone shed date and forget about. just like the ones before and the ones after and In-between. however he was different he was stuck in her head non-stop. what ever she'd do he's on her mind.
she fell asleep one evening it had been a long day and she had been quite tired but couldn't sleep. every time she can't sleep she makes up a scenario with him. it helps her sleep and makes her smile, gives her a sense of comfort and safety. she usually forgets her stories but not this one- this one she remembers, most likely will always remember.
(her p.o.v)
it's almost 12:30am and me and him are wondering down the street. we were a little pissed
"lia- Lia?"
I turn around "yea"
"I love you, I miss you."
"no you don't, you're just saying that because you're drunk"
"no-" he grabs my arm "I really mean it"
he pulls me in and gave me the most magical kiss ever. I felt as if I were floating. his lips so soft and gentle. I never realised how much I missed his touch, his scent, his taste. he pulled away.
"wow-" he said confidently "that was one of out best kisses yet"
"yea.." I am in shock. I don't know what to think, feel or say. I want another kiss but I'm scared. he notices and he picks me up and kisses me yet again.
there is a near by hotel. both our parents think we're staying at friends houses so we don't have to go home. we paid for a quick hotel room.
I got in the shower and quickly cleaned myself off. he was getting ready to go next. I step out and he comes in.
"wow" he says "you're absolutely gorgeous"
I blush so much "thank you my love"
he steps in the shower and get him self clean and we both change into some chlothes we'd put into our bags . I forgot my top so I borrowed his. sleeping in his clothes made me feel so comfortable. we turn on the TV and our favourite show is playing. love island (more his favourite but I've grown to like it)
me and him are cuddling up under the covers and we talk about the show and laugh a little.
he looks at me and notices I'm getting tired and a little sleepy. he gives me a kiss on the forehead. pulls me in closer and holds me tight. "before you go to sleep my love, take a photo. I want my new home screen"
I kiss him and give him a look of awe. I take a photo and we both proceed to putting it as our home screen.
he rubbed my thigh and held my waist as we both layed there in the bed. his body against mine. I felt safe, cared for loved. I felt as if nothing else mattered. I felt as if I was the only thing he was thinking about. he held me tight
"good night my love" he whispered.
I got butterflies in my stomach "good night baby"I whisper half asleep
"remember I love you so much. you're my everything and I can't live without you."
his sleepy voice had me. his voice gave me Butterflies.
we both fall asleep
and then I wake up. thinking this was all a dream
but I wake up with my head in his chest
I smile kiss his cheek and pull in closer.
he wakes up
"good morning baby"
"Good morning my love" his morning voice is so cute.
we lay there for a couple hours together just cuddling watching TV and kissing.
we leave a little later that day and I still think of that to be one of the best days ever.
