After having my heart crushed into a million pieces I look at the time. It had gotten dreadfully late.
Being the nigh owl I am I didnt mind. Or the fact I couldn't sleep even if I tried. Just like every other Saturday staying awake all night due to this pain.
But after a wile of doing it continuously it had put alot of strenuous pain on my eyes making my vision worse than before.
I had been through alot that week from my baby brother and my best friend both dying.
All of this would be irreverent some might say. Maybe just maybe I was having a bad day. Or maybe my life really was turning to shit right before my strained red eyes.
After a few hours of tears continuously falling from my face, my sobs turned to laughs. I turn looking to my own mother who looks at me with disgust.
She walks over to console me. Or at least thats what I assumed. Glaring to me right in my bloodshot eyes and messed up hair.
For a few moments I realise with alarm my eyes have became just another problem in my life. Yes, just another reason people would call me a freak.
You can't see what if feels to be unloved but I could feel it.
I stormed off to the bathroom tears rolling down my face. For a wile the bathroom stays silent. Maybe a sign that hell hasn't froze over? That maybe this bad day could end and be done. But even I knew that couldn't be so.
Loud horrendous screaming could be heard from the bathroom. By the sound of the noise you figure someone had just died or been visited by death himself.
The screams die. Ironic ain't it?
My mom rushing to the door as it creeps open she looks down at the blood on the floor.
She lets out a breif scream looking into the mirror witch lead her right to me.
There I lay in the bathtub creeped up in the corner facing away.
"Ben!!!" She cried out in what appeared to be an attempt to talk to who I once was.
I role my face looking at her as she almost pukes at the sight of it.
She looks right into the bloody holes where only my beat up of eyes remain. Blood seeps down my face as my frown turns into a crooked smile.
"I Like Being Blind..."
