Unplanned Plans ◤𝓕𝓸𝓻𝓽𝓱𝓚𝓲𝓽 ◥

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"Forth.. Kit finally arrived today."

I jolted from my seat running to the door when I realized..

"Where? Where is he?"

"Forth.. Go back to your seat and calm d--"

"No Mom! Where's Kit?"

"Son.."

"Mom.. Mom please.."

I knew my parents help Kit to hide from me.. and this is the first time they brought up a news about Kit after seven fucking years..

So how can they expect me to sit and wait??

"I want you to listen to me first if you want to meet him.."

Meet?

I'll do everything..

Anything..

I took a hesitating turn and with heavy steps, I walked back towards her with every part of my skin jumping wanting to run wherever he is..

"Where is he Mom??"

"My child, I'm a mother.. I'm aware of how hard it is for the two of you.."

"Mom.. You're my mother.. So I never questioned you, nor hated you for helping Kit to runaway from me and let me crumble down each day.. But.. Now.. Now that he's.. He's back Mom.."

"Calm down and listen to me.."

"Now he's back.. Please.. Let me.."

"Forth.."

"Let me have the years I missed.. Please.. Please Mom.. Please.. Just this time.. Give me a chance.. Please.."

I sobbed the words out.. I just want to see him again.. I want to meet him and plead for his forgiveness..

But why?

Are those years still not enough?

"Forth.. I want to make you understand first that Kit has the option not to go back here but he chose this.."

My heart clenched.. Just thinking of the possibility, might send me crazy..

"I want you to think of things thoroughly.. Our Forth.. Please.. Don't come to him half-hearted and confuse like before.."

Kit..

I just want to meet him again..

"Son, he chose to comeback home so I want to tell you that you have to do your best this time, okay?"

"Mom?"

"Here's the appointment for you two to talk.. Until that day, prepare your mind and heart.."

Mom then extended her hand showing me a piece of note.. and from the weep I've been holding back..

Tears streamed pouring my emotions.

"But listen.."

I felt her touch as Mom allowed me to cry on her shoulder..

"Promise me you'll accept whatever Kit's decision is my son.. We also don't have any idea of his and your plan.. We just want and wish all the best for you two.. So whatever it is, expect everyone is here for you both.."

"I miss him.. I miss him Mom.."

Since he left.. I tried to hold back my words as I accepted the cruel punishment from the heavens..

I can't question anyone, or anything..

I know that..

Although my parents was the one who decided the arranged marriage.. Although Ming was the one who took him away from me.. and although it's everyone who keep everything about him a secret til now..

I knew back then, I still have the choice to treat him better..

To make him happier.. And safer in my arms.

Like how he still appreciated and understood me..

But I never did.

"And Forth.. I think you also have to know that, Kit was the one who prepared this.. For he never harbor anger nor hate to you my son.."

My Mom cupped my cheeks as she smiled and whispered..

"He said his heart knows you.."