forever isn't about staying on your side for a life time. But it's about the happy memories you cherished and shared with that person.
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Typing...
"Naniniwala kaba sa forever?"
Nagulat ako sa tanong niya, it's just too random.
Typing...
"Uhm, no." I replied. "Believing is a choice, and I chose to believe that there's no forever." I added.
He's clint by the way. I met him here at SocMed.
It's been Nine months since nagkakilala kami and inside those months, parang alam na namin ang isa't isa.
From favorites to turn off's,
from friends to families,
and more.
But there's one thing I don't know, his face. I don't know what he looks like, his eyes, nose, lips, hair, or any other outside appearance, basta ang alam ko lang ay eighteen years old na siya at 5'9 yung height.
Alam ko rin na same city lang kami at nung nalaman ko 'yon, palagi na akong lumalabas ng bahay at nagbabakasakaling makikita niya ako at kakausapin. Pero wala parin.
Everytime naman na nag vi-video call kami, nasa kisame nakatutok yung camera niya. I only heard his voice. It's deep, and calming.
But it's unfair! Buti pa siya alam niya na yung mukha ko, pero ako hindi ko pa nakikita kahit yung mata niya man lang.
Typing...
"Ikaw naniniwala kaba sa forever?" Tanong ko sa kaniya.
Typing...
"You said that believing is a choice. So it still depends on one's decision, whether they choose to believe or not." He replied.
"And I respect your answer kung 'di ka naniniwala sa forever kasi iba't iba naman talaga yung experiences natin." He added.
I thought hanggang doon nalang yung sasabihin niya, but I see him typing.
Typing...
"You know when my grandmother died, sabi ko, hinding-hindi na ako maniniwala sa forever. But afterwards, I realized that forever isn't about staying on your side for life time. But it's about the happy memories you cherished and shared with that person. If you both made memories, it'll remain even if the person is no longer beside you. And if it remains, it means forever is there. Right?" He added.
I left speechless, 'di ko akalain na ganito mag isip ang lalaking 'to. And may point din naman siya. Forever means permanent, and it's not just about the person but the memories.
Typing...
"Oh edi ikaw na best!" Biro ko sa kaniya.
Typing...
"Oh, wait muna. May nagkakagulo kasi sa baba. Bye, Love." His reply.
If you think na endearment namin yung "Love" pwes nagkakamali ka. Lovely kasi yung name ko, and he calls me "Love" for short.
I can't believe na Nine months na kaming nag-uusap lang sa messenger. Even though I don't know his face, I can feel na mabait siyang tao. After all, hindi naman nasusukat sa panlabas na anyo ang kabutihan ng bawat isa.
I can also say that he's sweet and caring. Maraming beses na niyang napatunayan 'yon.
I'm a singer, and he's a dancer. Ilang beses niya naring pinakita yung mga trophies, certificates, and medals niya tuwing nananalo siya sa paligsahan.
We promised to each other na sasayawan niya ako at kakantahan ko siya kapag nagkita kami, and I'm still hoping that one day I'll meet him.
I'm inlove with him, and he's inlove with me as well.
