I can turn my sadness into a laugh, after all, so don't y'all worry. I can handle my feelings.
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The data were recorded during investigation and was analyzed using the Analysis of Variance (ANOVA) in Completely Randomized Design (CRD)."
Stacey smiled while discussing her Data Gathering Procedure, and badly wants to proceed on the next slide to end her Final Defense.
The proponent looks gorgeous in her blazer dress, black kitten heels, and light makeup on her lovely face.
She speaks as if she owns the platform, uttering each word with correct diction, chest out, chin up, as she stands confidently in front of her classmates and panelists.
Stacey was known for being an 'Actress Queen' inside the University, and she was once declared as a Best Performer under the Theatre Club.
She's a famous wealthy student inside the school campus, no wonder why all the boys are attracted to her.
She's beautiful, and she looks kind.
"The calculated value of F was compared with the tabulated value at 5% and 1% level of significance for appropriate degrees of freedom."
Stacey continued and ends her description for Data Gathering Procedure. She stopped and click the next button on her laptop, but then was shocked because no slides were presenting and you can only see the 'End of Presentation.' texts.
On the other side, one of her classmates stand up, gaze at her, and showed a mocking face eventually before walking out of the room.
Stacey remained calm to make it not obvious but deep inside, she was already panicking and hoping that earth will eat her.
"Ms. Anderson, is there any problem?"
One of the panelists asked her.
Stacey didn't say a word, but only sobs.
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| Back to where it started |
I'm a loyal student here inside the University, for a reason that I started studying in this school in first grade.
But if you're thinking that I'm famous, and handsome, and hot, and athletic, just stop with your nonsense imagination cause' I still treat as a nobody.
I mean, I grew up here being alone. I go to school by myself, I eat on recess or lunch break without having colleagues on my side talking about random stuff, I do my projects and assignments with the help of my own body.
I have no friends. I used to have one before, but — never mind. People come, and people go. That's it.
Who wants to befriend me anyway? They called me nerd cause' I always wear this round eyeglass just like Harry Potter.
But, no. I ain't wearing this to look like a math prodigy, cause' the main reason why I had to wear this is due to eye problems.
I have Research studies before that need to undergo using microscopes for me to see the results, I also need to soak myself looking at the monitor for how many hours just to finish a perfect thesis, and that's why I ended up having this.
I may look like an 'others', but at least I'm not like the other students out there who don't care about their hygiene, how they look like, how they present themselves, and etcetera.
They once told me that I have a face — not literally, but good-looking probably if I'll just act like a normal student.
Speaking of personal appearance, am I really good-looking or it's just me who thinks that way?
