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Toby's P.O.V.

"Come on Toby just tell me" Clockwork says trying to get me to open up but I just keep quite.

She sighs and says "why won't you just tell me?" But I give her no reply, I never saw a reason behind WHY I had to tell them how I feel so I just kept my mouth shut.

I knew I worried them and I'll admit I felt bad but I wasn't gonna tell them, no way was ANYONE gonna hear me tell my feelings. NOT. GONNA. HAPPEN.

"I give up" she says and leaves, closing the door behind her. I lay down on my bed and close my eyes, lost in thought.

'Why can't they understand?' I think too myself as I role over

'I don't want to tell them........I don't want to get too close' a tear falls out of the corner of my eye.

'I don't want them to end up leaving me' I just close my eyes as the tears fell, eventually I fell asleep listening to the light rain on my small bedroom window.

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